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The Milton Scribe

Tag: brain

  • DC CANNABIS 

    “FRiDAY” (4/28/23)
    Wet love drops jeans crumpled riveting imagination thoughts results sitting physical powerful leaf bird chirps corgi rage waiting breathing what answer

    (4/29-5/3/23)

    Miracles 

    Mysteries   ☼

    L🕯ght

    Out of the 

    DARK

    “Print Worksheets” (5/5/23)

    TRADiNG • hard on yourself • Challenge negative thoughts • stories • Self care – daily – schedule 

    “Responsibility”

    You are not going to whine -> you are a man a Great man with responsibilities to his family & loved ones to take care of business & not give up or be lazy or whiny when things aren’t going your way -> be stoic earn money -> emotionless -> they don’t care how you feel -> you don’t do it to be rewarded the reward is taking care of their feelings and insuring with all your strength in your bones & muscles & brain that you build the life you as a man, a great man, father, husband, lover, son, brother, man, to build a life of happiness for your family • You are so lucky & blessed to have those people in your life who are most important don’t take them for granted always love them 

    RB (8/29/23)

    • Calm • not angry • stoic self-reflection • unconditional Respect • Meditation • Journey 

    Give all you can give • fast the heart • give all you can give to the world • Don’t spoil yourself • Progress towards success • Eat healthy • feed your family • Support your families needs & wants • Travel with them • take care of them • Ask for nothing in return • own yourself • Control your mind • own your house • Don’t be selfish • Don’t push sex • Love & nourish -> not lauding • Avoid drugs & booze

    no raising voice/yelling • Love • Sexual energy • blissful waves • think Before you speak • You will not fuck up • Love • Create • Enjoy • bask in the present • Self Care • Healthy • Routine • Clean 

    Saying I love you doesn’t have to be the only way you show someone you love them • Love them so hard in whatever way you want to show them -> don’t force love • Accept whatever form it comes in to you • don’t take people / things in your life for granted, have gratitude • Study • become better, awaken • heal others • heal yourself • breathe • Embark • Trust the flow / universe • Connect with source • Prove you are the man/woman -> the human being who can relied upon, counted on to be the one • your loved ones go to you for support • be brave -> embrace & embark upon the pain & suffering 

    “Finances” (5/6/23)

    C – 300

    Car – 300

    Car ins – 200

    hlth ins – 300

    rent – 400

    (8/29/23)

    Bring joy, love, glory, bravery, Gratitude • A positive irresistible attitude think positive thoughts • embark on your highest potential • high quantum frequencies • Achieve your dream • be the greatest ****** ******* ****** ****** you can possibly be • Give it your all • Say what you feel • Don’t fear • Embrace it • Embrace the pain • Be a man of action • workout • Write • Start a business • Earn big $

    “What do you want to become?” (8/29/23)

    • Always appreciate that which is important to you • hold no grudge • let go of it • Self awareness •Courage • Defense 

    You better let go of it because there’s no way of holding onto it • Trust the universe • Give up control and trust things to work out • The TAO • And watch things work out • Let the people do what they’re supposed to do & watch the wealth & power flow • Let the flower grow • Be present • Here & now • Spiritual • embark • do the hard things • be patient • Go back to school • Earn more money • Support your family • Create a beautiful life for them • Show them the world • Educate yourself -> constant journey • the suffering is in the love and love in the suffering -> don’t laud it over them •

    Give Give Give Give Give Give Give love

    “When struggles occur” (8/29/23)

    • Courage • light • Dark • Conscious • Awaken • Write • Pain • Struggle • Endeavor • Bliss • Listen • Express • Ask 

    When struggles occur remember why you started in the first place • think • listen • Give

    Don’t compare yourself to other -> Give so much of what you have to give to those who are important to you • Marry • Protect • listen • engage • wonder • don’t control • let go • let in • within external is all one you are the other escape the illusion of separateness become more unified with yourself Path of enlightenment Give what you want to get in return • laugh • smile • create energy • Make her smile • make yourself smile • imagine the life you want to create in great detail then create it

    “Safe” (8/29/23)

    Become • Be what you are • Other & Self • Persona • Feel Pain • Safe • She wants to feel safe to feel loved • Give her endless waves of loving pure wonderful energy • So much to give • relate • listen • accept • Don’t always have an opinion • Create wealth • Family -> procreate • have courage • take care of her • love her • accept her for who she is • be calm • Forgive • let go • Trust the universe • Move beyond • pleasure • Don’t need to go out to show someone you love them • Patience love glory strength beauty wonder grace shining light glory • love tender • joyous • compassion • blood • heartbeat • smells • taste • take care of her • love her beautiful body

    “Mindfulness” (8/29/23)

    enlightened state of mind • one • parts • illusion • Unity • Suffering • Other • Calm • Universe 

    Spiritual practices • Active • Sensual • Mind heady quantum energy -> vibrations -> waves • Present • here & now kissing • love • Gratitude • Smile • Unconditional • nourishing • no whining • Not angry • breathing • No rage • Confidence • Be a great man • God • We are all God • One • Many • Top of the mountain • Floodlight •  Spotlight • You feel pain • the other feels pain • realize you are the other • Kingship • Nourish • love • Garden • unconditional • Tantric energy • love her body • don’t get frustrated • unstuck • Patience • Silent meditation sitting

    “Introspection” (8/29/23)

    Focus • One thing • one thought • God manifesting • source • Birth • Rebirth • Re-see • Activity • Being • Universe • see • feel • wiggle • Look within

    Becoming one with your wiggle-self • Self is other • You are self • You are the universe • You are the other • the universe is other thus the self thus yourself -> connection between self & the other -> realizing you & the other experience the same sensations -> thus the universe experiencing its own senses -> sensing the other is sensing the self thus to trust yourself is to trust the other thus to let go is to let in -> that is when you have become the one who is most powerful -> when you Give power up -> to give is the other giving thus giving to the other is to give to the self • to harm the self is to harm the other

    “Everything I’m Grateful for:”

    Mom & Dad   Sister & Brother   Friends : Grant, Nate, Patrick 

    Coffee    Lessons    Videos    Music    Car    Nature    Working out

    Job    Shoes     health    decision making    Freedom    Roof    Clean room

    clothes   food   water   learning   talking   entertaining   not acting like a bad person —-> being a Great Man   Prayer  visualization   Notes   writing   stay calm

    Polite   gentle   seductive   attractive    winning   God & Jesus    Love   Patience    Health   goodness

    “Cons”

    Not knowing what to do next   impatience   rage   poor   not taking care of tasks   not having money   too much eating   ******* ****  distraction   not making quick decisions   Not doing chores    lives at home still   entitled   broke   uber   scared feelings   laziness   wasting time    giving attention too easy    begging/ whining    being creepy instead of getting money    lacking fashion   Not thinking before speaking / acting 

    You must treat the most important aspect of your life with utter generosity control over your mind = control over your thoughts and therefore actions and therefore results will be in your control 

    “Energy Levels” (6/18/23)

    Too much supply, have to dump the load off the ship. is water akin to space?

    How is water possible? 

    ice asteroid

    what is the ice -> the elements colliding in space & freezing levels beyond our comprehension -> did ice come before water? thus ice being the originate of life? in relation to opposing compositions i.e. gas & liquid -> or is it gas -> ice -> liquid

    So are all organisms based? We have forms of the other does an organism need all three to exist? are other forms of composition possible

    what are you? 

    An artist?   A healer?

    Do you have a healing touch

    RB  (7/8/23)

    I’ll be good

    “Third Eye Activation” (7/10/23)

    Consciousness – intention • Dopamine -> so fucking tired of falling privy to my temptations I’m fucking done -> I’m done. No fucking more. 100% full investment into improving my life and being an absolute animal -> evolve 1% improvement Better man everyday -> GREAT MAN 

    “Feelings” (7/17/23)

    • Less fast food -> less of it • Vaping -> nicotine withdrawal • Crying -> talking about it • Touching -> ask for physicality [what do I do when you don’t want to? I feel less loved when you don’t want to] -> though I should/want to be more understand and I know that’s not the case. I hope you don’t mind me still wanting to touch you/kiss you all over 

    “Feelings (pt.2)”

    something I didn’t mention was my thoughts & feelings about why the day in particular is of interest & so that should likely be talked about / explained 

    • walks

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    “Money” (7/18/23)

    Ray Croc -> not business of burger, but in the business of Real Estate

    Asset column »»———–►

       Buy Assets

    ➥ Assets make you money 

    Accounting 

    Investing 

    Understand Markets

    “What Games do you like?” (7/20/23)

    • Gym • Comic store • Cinnamon sauce • Writing •────► publishing • Realty • Trading • Drawing • Loving 

  • Super Righteous Successful Glory (8/19/25)

    The radiance of the Lord & Gods of the ancients falls with generosity and salience into the fabrics of the third dimensional matrix • Super victorious vibrations flowing to and from your blessed body as your muscles become super righteous with strength from blood blessed with divinity supporting those organisms and settings around you with potent generosity inching from fingertips that grip the mighty flaming sword so bright and divine as it glows with the great gift of Archangel Michael ∘ Your supreme entity inspires millions and carries significant joy and wonder as the people feel their faces become elated in your presence and in total awe of your words so articulate that the words words are felt as seriously intended mechanisms that fly through the air into the ears of the most righteous listeners and eyes of the readers

    You are most wonderful

    Your being is mighty in stature as you carry and swing your limbs so cool and loving as to pronounce your mighty being for all to be enthralled by to the extent that they care to embark on silence as you lay down your most righteous thoughts and opinions on their understanding of what exactly reality is, spreading courageous frequencies that enlighten the brains and thus the collective ∘ Your face is so beautiful
    Life is so easy for you as you change into the healthiest most gloriest version and vision of yourself • becoming and thus being that which is your heart’s dream come true. The people remember you as you inscribe the history of your glory upon the tablets of success
    You are a righteous champion of victory and success as you overcome the challenges before you and accomplish your dreams to become the GREATEST [insert your name] ✦

    Love coursing through

    you are powerfully articulate and gorgeous in the way you carry your heavy heart and massive energy that makes you so glorious ✦ you are so great and wise
    Wildly successful in your righteous ENDEAVOR TOWARDS GLORY
    Keep digging and find and attract immense health and success as your accomplishments bring the greatest glory to the light of your days as you carry forth and share the blessings of God who loves you so dearly ∘ Righteous earnings flowing to you with ultimate kindness as your wealth exponentializes into a fruitful ordeal making you
    an absolute gentle attraction magnet for ultimate amounts of beautiful loving wealth that empowers my being into safety, security, living, health and love

  • ENERGY • FREQUENCY • Vibration [JANUARY 16th, 2025][2]

    Good ∘ StRONG

    ∘ BRAiN STRENGTH ∘

    Create reality that serves
    your future • Remarkable

    Consciousness ∘ Advanced Brain activity
    Brain waves ~> Deep calm & clarity
    your brain is changing toward your desired future
    scientific methods -> everlasting brain rewiring -> you have
    everything you need to make this happen -> Brains
    super power to change itself -> combine
    strong thought with strong emotion -> Real Magic
    Physical substances produced through focused
    attention & deliberate thought -> new neural
    connections like a city lighting up -> Brain & Body
    change -> Mentally practice Dreams/Desires
    coming true -> Direct attention and generate
    Optimum emotional state ∘

  • in such random fashion (9/20/25)

    The epitome of our lies squanders any hope at lasting glory ∘ Let our Greatest and highest truth reign magnificent as we shine our lights of divine culture so bright, lighting each other up to reveal our miraculous beauty to the world and it’s varying Gods who only wish they could revel in such glorious mortality • Spinning ~꩜ dizzying -꩜ falling, laughing ~ wondering, planning, feeling our notions flying around our grand, colorful spectrums of thought that swirl around brains electrified by those not so silent vibrations of the universe that float in such random fashion that it somehow brought about the beauty of our lives

  • What is flow? ~> Brain flow (6/21/25)

    Escritor de la Tierra

    Optimal state of consciousness

    total absorption -> action, awareness

    time dilates -> speeds up -> total focus on task

    Mental & physical • Experience

    Phenomenological • Peak performance

    Sense of control -> things we feel like we normally can’t -> autotelic • Euphoric

    Extraordinary levels

    Hyperactive smiles -> no frowns (auto)

    Effortless effort • propelling

    Altered state of consciousness

    Overflowing with joy ∘

    Perfectly ∘ Seamlessly

    Constant • Consistent experience

    “Be the One” (6/22/25)

    Imagination is more important than knowledge

    What do we believe in?

    Continuing

    (6/26/25)

    Embrace change

    Embrace your shadow

    Embrace your garden

    “Articulate as fuck” (6/29/25)

    Standing outside the gym ∘ the sun shines upon this notepad.

    My thoughts at current are slim to value, at least to the interest of my ego. Please excuse this lapse. Or at least forgive my sadness.

    ₊˚ ✧ ‿︵‿୨୧‿︵‿ ✧ ₊˚

    “you are so tenacious in your undertakings” -Z

  • Syncrocity

    Escritor de la Tierra

    Quantum enthrallment continues its baffling procedure amongst our unknowing ongoing. This is in light of total dominance reconciled via certain radiant intake. If understood beyond mere simple magical happenings, these mechanisms may prove expoundable by psychological means. In contemplation of the character of one’s own individual undertaking, there is a clear patternized unresistance present. These patterns defy expected routine via altered realization upon witness / sensory intake. One may look to the idea of a double appearance of an experience within a single day, both experiences of which caught the main conscious focus to whatever degree, the latter doubly so given the recurrence of the former. Such passive acceptance of these occurrences holds power & magic with uncertainty notwithstanding. The certainty lies only within belief in the system of nerval connectivity present throughout the dimension of standing breath. We can embark upon non-breathing realms within the telepathic resonances climbed upon by peaceful intentions, though these can be fast and unnoticed reckonings, thus must be thought of to the creative extent, at the least, in order to have a semblance of capturing definition upon natural gratification. If one can indeed realize and embark upon the syncing levels naturally present within their breathing moments, of which were placed on them by both choice & chance, then the expounding can be intangible in glory. It is difficult to underscore this because it already comes so naturally that one hardly needs to realize this in order to fulfill certain potential. With that said, purposeful endeavoring to connect those loose parts you find vividly present in ambiguous manner scattered throughout not only your waking eyesight, but your inner vision, then perhaps you will awaken those moods so desired not only within yourself but also within those parts of which will be uplifted by your innate glorious reconciliation, in peace. 

  • Diamonds

    Escritor de la Tierra

    Twice now and way more times than that have I tried to give up on missing people. Those people who were closest to me are so hard not to cry over when I realize they are no longer key components of my life and the deeper the memory of most recent regurgitation, the harder it is to look at it without despair. Sometimes I feel like I’m overreacting. But my biggest concern is that they don’t care. I fear they never cared. I believe it never mattered and that might scare me most. Maybe I’m a passing thought in their lives. I like to think that they may miss me. If they don’t, so be it. Who am I to them anymore anyway? Nothing but a memory as they seem to be to me. I’d like to think they’re the base of who I am today, that I have been shaped by the past. I should let go. Or should I hold on? Either way is painful. Both feel impossible. That gives memories a convenient feel. All I have are the memories of which are totems in time. Some are beautiful, others distraught. They’re pillars of life which I can’t cut down, though I may leave them to oxidate, they’re stuck standing in the lands of history and hold structure to buildings that once bustled with activity. Maybe those buildings are still active with new people whose presence brings on life that supports the buildings as thoroughly as the past. To learn from the past is probably the most valuable option in the longstanding showdown between me and my memories. I wish I could repeat the past sometimes, but then I wonder why I would want to. I’d want to do things differently, do things the right way as I look back on the wrongs. But what’s the difference between then and now other than the people? Why not act in the way now that you think you should’ve then? There’d be less regret in that sense, and greater exploration, discovery of possibility. It’s difficult not to think to myself “won’t I just be building memories of which I will look down upon with despair as I realize they’re no longer for me to take part in?” Everything changes. Why would you want things to stay the same? Everything feels virtually the same anyway, so why not recharge, refresh? Let it breathe because it could stop breathing at any moment. You won’t always be happy about it, but why would you want to always be content? Doesn’t that seem lazy? You know there are other problems to tackle other than your pillars of the past, of which are entirely immovable. Ah, maybe there’s a key there. If the pillars of the past are immovable, and you’re currently building future pillars of the past in the present, doesn’t that reveal a certain strength of which your humanity gives to the present? And in that case, the future? It’s almost as if your actions are time travelers and that they will always be shaping the world around you no matter how deep and lost below they sink. This gives memories the quality of diamonds in a sense. Some may be rough and almost unknowable while others are fine cut and precious. If you think the memory is fine cut, hold on to it if you believe that suits you best. If you find a memory that’s rough, it’s probably better not to change it, but if you try, you might find it was one of the most beautiful memories that you left out and once you’ve cut it and found this out, you’ll hold to it forever if you value it enough. As for the oncoming chances to find new precious rocks in time, well, that’s up to you to decide how you’re going to cut what you’ve discovered.

  • Deep notes

    Escritor de la Tierra

    7:15 am January 19 2018
    Good morning and welcome back to my mind. Went to a UFC gym yesterday for the first time ever. Learned kickboxing really quick and I think my instructor really liked me. I never fought before but a few people of given me pointers on how to box plus I’m a natural. I went undefeated in Wii boxing back in the day, cousin couldn’t even beat me and he was pro at every video game. Unfortunately, the cost is nuts for me right now. Really pissed at myself because I just spent a bunch of money on other stuff and it completely fell thru and now I’m in the hole. I could elaborate but needless to say it was because of the lazy shittiness that is my “friend”. I’m fucked over yet he makes it out ok after all the time and work put into it? What a bummer. But we strive forward. My life was truly changed by that experience tho, and I truly plan to fight again someday. My biggest concern is that of taking relentless hits to the head. This is very bad for your brain. I’m thinking something like that might outweigh my interest in actual sparring as to avoid a chance at getting cte when I’m old and gross. Anyway.

  • Notes from the purple book III (August through the rest)

    Escritor de la Tierra

    To be & go on (8/11/24)

    being, What it may be

    Whether to be or not to be,

    That is a question ✧˖*°࿐

    With answer not known

    Yet if to be, then What be it?

    For there are many be’s,

    yet only one not to…

    And again it is asked

    What to be? An open ended one…

    Yet if you were to choose to be

    No matter what the be may be,

    then at the least, it seems to me

    you are, at the least, not ceasing to be

    & instead you have chosen

    to go on, & BE

    Learning (8/18/24)

    gamify repetition

    Streaks

    Passive aggressive

    ✧⋄⋆⋅⋆⋄✧⋄⋆⋅⋆⋄✧

    how the nervous system works

    learning • Meaning • Truth

    Evolutionary Theory

    learn the details & specifics

    Dawkins -> memes

    Views (8/18/24)

    Third position politics

    thoughtfully, completely

    & powerfully

    complete master of his craft

    The Artist sees what others

    only catch a glimpse of

    RB (8/22/24)

    Take everything life

    has to offer you

    with positivity &

    endless/neverending

    GRATiTUDE ○

    Summer 2024 (8/23/24)

    I just want to express gratitude

    for my fellow friends as this

    years summer wraps up.

    y’all make me remember

    what this is about: all of us.

    And the love y’all showed

    got me fucking hyped to take

    back our lives

    & save our loved ones

    Liberate their minds (8/25/24)

    cleans the spirit

    What matters is the revolution

    of the spirit

    Only through their own power

    Sense • Earn a lot of money (8/27/24)

    funding a life

    Support • World view

    bringing paradise to Earth

    Thoughts & memories emotions (9/11/24)

    New and exciting directions

    invention writing.

    Concepts, objects, people, things

    Morbidity, eros & paternity

    (9/14/24)

    Responsibility, meaning

    Sacrifice • GRATiTuDE • Committment

    & meaning are the same thing.

    (9/20/24)

    A physical and mental paragon

    You are the living embodiment

    of human superiority. The blood

    of kings run in you.

    The blood of your father.

    The world is yours and will be

    yours one day. Men will be

    like cattle before you, like

    sheep. For only a few may

    rule the many, and you are

    one of a rare breed.

    Master the world

    Draw your very power from

    the rock of this place

    Angel of the Knight

    (9/24/24)

    Practice Empathy

    Walk it with me

    Truly no wrong way -> Are some

    ways that cause problems

    Emotions of others

    Robeart (10/1/24)

    What a trip of wishing

    from December thru

    February • We didn’t tell

    each other for being close

    friends We say not of

    the unattainable in

    maintaining joy.

    Emily Brontë (10/3/24)

    Dreams have gone through

    & through me like wine

    through water & alter

    the color of my mind

    Optimal training (SO important to me) (10/3/24)

    Practice your best positive

    thoughts

    Exercise

    Meditation

    Writing

    Reading

    Write poetry

    Keep love at a peak

    Be so kind & forgiving

    We only have but so much

    So in maintaining

    gratitude

    .·:*¨B ✘♚✘ O¨*:·.

    .·:*¨N༺U༻S¨*:·.

    (3/18/24)

    •Leprechaun story

    or elves

    Elves sound fun