Divine being bringing forth your most loving vibrations attracting the realization of your dreams with a glorious might no mortal being can deem to imagine creating that which is great to the eyes of the angels who bear the brightness of your holy glow with utter reverence carrying in your beautiful blood those most lovely cells of repeated restitution ~𓄼
How bad do you want to change? What are your DREAMS? Do you dream of emerging from the past Forgiving yourself ♐︎ Then sacrifice what you must in so doing becoming fully fledged to the opportunity to go out there Believe in God❤︎, Believe in each other & prepare for winds, one step, one flake at a time.
you use your time so wisely as you carry about your day with warm, majestic glory that exudes radiances that fulfill one’s wealthiest exuberant, decadent dreams, you bring such joyful resolution to those you come into contact with, filling their being with the finest peace of mind, a calm state of kind & gentle hearted tenderness that fills their air with the loving aura & essence of euphoria May peace love and kindness flow
Heart open -> engage with those things you’ve been avoiding all your life
Feed Your Soul
“STAY HARD”
It’s important to StAY Hungry and never get to civilized
TRUE GROWTH:
Finding Yourself
I’d rather you hate me & get better than like me & stay the same.
“Accountability” (2/11/22)
Ruck run WAKiNG UP Early with hours of WORKING OUT Already in the bank while everyone else is on their first cup of coffee
“Frederick Douglass” (2/14/22)
“The soul that is within me no man can change.”
– Frederick Douglass
“If there is no struggle, there is no progress.”
“One and God make a majority.”
“I prayed for twenty years but received no answers until I prayed with my legs.”
You failed by not running on dirt trails -> although part of you knew it was because you were going so ham, you must run on dirt trails
You failed by not going to sleep on time
You hung out with your friend too long which cut into your workout time -> what can you do to ensure that you get your workouts done on time -> earlier in the day. You also have to empty your trash out -> throw trash away and donate clothes so that your room has a lot more space
Also you must lift early and bike for at least an hour tho 2 sounds good
RB (2/17/22)
“Every man I meet is my superior in some way. In that, I learn of him” – Dale Carnegie
“He suffers more than necessary who suffers before it necessary.” – Seneca
“We are so fond of being out among nature, because it has no opinions about us.”
– Friedrich Nietzshe
“Faith and fear both demand you believe in something you cannot see. You choose!” Bob Proctor
Don’t complain because it could be worse. – Shaq
“DREAMS” (2/28/22)
Before falling asleep, you internalized the fact/reality that God is with you, within you is God and God is inside of you and sure enough you had some interesting dreams. The setting was very nice although you can hardly remember it well enough to describe it, and something you remember distinctly was being with ******* ******-> We talked a lot and the convo was incredible. We ended up walking and it was so slow -> It was actually a marvelous moment -> not exactly certain though it did seem like ** ***** ********
You ended up waking up from that dream and fell back asleep with the same mantra of holding God close within myself and sure enough you had another very vivid dream this time a little more intense ~> can’t remember exactly what happened -> tho you definitely remember your Uncle taking a what looked to be a fake gun away from some weirdo who didn’t act like he wanted to use it and it may have turned out to be real though it is rather hard to recall-> still an overall fun dream with friends & family
7:15 am January 19 2018 Good morning and welcome back to my mind. Went to a UFC gym yesterday for the first time ever. Learned kickboxing really quick and I think my instructor really liked me. I never fought before but a few people of given me pointers on how to box plus I’m a natural. I went undefeated in Wii boxing back in the day, cousin couldn’t even beat me and he was pro at every video game. Unfortunately, the cost is nuts for me right now. Really pissed at myself because I just spent a bunch of money on other stuff and it completely fell thru and now I’m in the hole. I could elaborate but needless to say it was because of the lazy shittiness that is my “friend”. I’m fucked over yet he makes it out ok after all the time and work put into it? What a bummer. But we strive forward. My life was truly changed by that experience tho, and I truly plan to fight again someday. My biggest concern is that of taking relentless hits to the head. This is very bad for your brain. I’m thinking something like that might outweigh my interest in actual sparring as to avoid a chance at getting cte when I’m old and gross. Anyway.
December 25 2017 11:13 am Laying in bed after amazing toothbrushing with my brand new teeth cleaning kit!!! My family is so amazing each and every single day and God bless my life to where they go out of their way to get me things they believe would make me happy. To think they pay that much close attention to get things that I didn’t even know would make me happy but they would based on my behavior. I’m really disappointed in myself for not being a better brother better son in getting my siblings and parents bomb ass gifts but I did get each of them something cool and funny and thoughtful. But it really does bring to mind my desire to bring more money into my life in order to positively influence the lives of others in ways I could only dream of doing but can’t afford right now. Like a mad max car for my dad or a house with an incredible kitchen/library for my mom or a super tight Porsche for ***** or a shit ton of camping gear for *******. With that being said, it also serves as a continuous reminder as to what my motives are for doing the things I do. Right now, I must be better at making money. I could easily make 100+ bucks a day through simple jobs. My main work would be ******* at ******* ****** ****** *******. But goddamit I am so tired of that bullshit. I wanted to ***** ****** ** *** ******* **** because of all the dreaming I was doing just sitting around doing next to absolutely nothing while my brain feels this extreme capability to do just about anything I set my heart and mind to. With that being said, it’s best I get at least a little productive today with my actions…let’s get this ball rolling!! Signing off…11:22am
If there was Anything To say It would be That For some reason Some odd fucking reason The devil Doesn’t know How To overcome Your love So do with that as you will My own Conclusion Is that If the devil is succeeding in trickery Towards your will Then You are probably giving up On the things You Love And when you Give up On those things That you Love You are Essentially Opening the door to the devil To be frank It almost seems like The devil Scowls at your loved As if the demon Knows That they will overcome its hatred So again What are you doing With those things That you love Are you fighting against them? Are you afraid to embrace them? Or can you overcome the Trickery To propel yourself to greater heights This would probably Be easier if The devil gave up On what it loves Which is to fool you What would happen then Then your love would prove greater than The devils And then you are living like a god Because really It is mainly god That can defeat the devil Clearly god wants your support If you are being placed against these Demonic images That seek to tear down that which God loves Only because The devil wants to take what god loves And squander its beauty What will it be then? Does the beauty become Subject to the devils hands Do you let the devil take over Or do you trust in yourself Do you continue Even after giving up No matter how much time god gives you to do it Do you rise against the rain The darkness And seek that path To greater heights Or do you sink down below When above You breath When below We drown
What type of words to be taken from the collective consciousness is not to be taken lightly as all responsibility falls on us as creators to incur proper thinking in order to maintain semblance among ourselves. Yet let us not be so unforgiving for the love of all that is love, and that is to say that we may yet consider our past indiscretions towards the world and unto ourselves that they may be in themselves a powerful force in recognizing a source of a past self that once despised external aspects, and in the course of healing at least, wishes to reflect on those so-called sins and perhaps practice shedding a new light that is to say that in reflecting upon those mistakes maybe you will be able to forgive, full-heartedly, the mistakes of others with an everlasting eros. In doing so, we may, in my opinion at least, may flourish as a nation, and propel our entire species forward, not underground or in bits and pieces, but rather upward, supporting the dreams of those who dream dreams not yet dreamed, those we can only but dream about ourselves, who, if we so give a damn like our forenations before us, will see heavens with their physical born bodies, experiencing the likes of which only angels would have otherwise, and we will all be united in the skies, as we will share with them the maps to the universe, and the missions that have been sent down to us from the heavens stream of light waves, those nearly indecipherable messages that serve to give and nourish life, and invite life to be lived further than ever before thought appropriate for the likes of the three dimensional being, the origins of which come the monkey, fish, bubble, rock, element, and so be it, the atom and beyond. Here we stand, at last and forever, stand with me won’t you?