Tag: world

  • Paint your soul onto the
    world ∘ Feel the vibrance
    of the colors of your essence
    flourish and captured by an
    Earth so grateful for your
    decision to create and share
    your artwork and thus
    most genuine inner-self
    that does give its experiencers
    some sort of strange satisfaction
    a gloriously unsuspicious pile of
    pulverizing pleasure that fills our
    hearts with wonderfully heightened
    spirit that grows with righteous
    efforts that don’t stop as love
    fuels its drive without ceasing thus
    wear that badge of honorable
    royal spirit as you look over
    and tend to the gardens and
    overall well-being of your
    kingdom

    I have come to accept that
    these are my mornings
    to ponder and improve upon

    About which to exercise now ∘

  • you care to do all of these
    great things and become
    someone who may save the
    world, yet hate still clouds
    the skies of your soul, why
    so?

  • you are that which is the angelic
    air filling my own existence with
    divine purpose and righteous
    love. Holy kisses from heaven
    are what I feel every time
    you bless our world with
    your everlasting graceful aura ∘
    that shining light you bring
    from beyond those glorious
    gates – We are humbled by
    the way in which your generosity
    makes our lives exponentially
    better ∘ May we be baptized by
    such spectacular anointment so
    that our crowns may be marked
    with the sign of true love on Earth ∘

  • “October” (10/1/21)

    Everything takes place under the sign of love. 

    (10/2/21)i

    Amazing • Prepared • Ecstatic • Desired 

    What is it you desire? Ultimate glory 

    Control • Force • Death • Murder • Mass • Massacre • Expression • Fight me • You won’t • Bravery • Lack Fear • Fuck 

    Absorb power • Meditate • Conquer 

    No ground to stand on • Twitter Fingers • Arms Hands legs feet

    Spread love not hate • Show them just how much you love this 

    • Be kind Be merciful • Be Stronger

    • Knock them the fuck out • One with Nature • Resolute • Complete

    “October” (10/2/21)ii

    Express your own stoic understanding Be your natural self -> spread that joy with what others might view as seamlessly easy. Penetrate their minds and bodies, heart & soul with your version of the planet. What will it take other than all of your strength & willingness -> determination -> Go on & carry yourself with unstoppable fury & achieve your goal of powerful glory -> take control of your own actions -> watch as the others follow suit. Take them to the gates of heaven & demand ownership. Feel God’s presence within yourself & know that GLORY IS YOURS FOREVER.

    “October” (10/2/21)iii

    Think more about others – first arose in the person an eager want – those who can do this have the whole world with them, those who cannot walk a lonesome way 

    ₊P‧r.i°n.c⋆i✮p⋆l.e°s.:‧W₊i₊n‧&.i°n.f⋆l✮u⋆e.n°c.e‧₊ 

    1) Don’t criticize, condemn, or complain

    2) Give honest, sincere appreciation (praise)

    3) Arouse in another person an eager want

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    • You can make more friends in 2 months by becoming interesting in other people than you can in two years by trying to get other people interested in you. Give them your best Care about other • genuine interest in people • Grateful for people

    “October” (10/2/21)iv

    I Love my audience • Music food ^for the soul 

    Unselfish • Character • Strength 

    (10/3/21)i

    Wrong going: things aren’t always going your way, how will you react? When things take time and so you can’t mess around, bring out the strength and softness to carefully but swiftly get through it, AiM for the ‘A’ Get the A 

    Extra Credit Assignment

    Traffic can be raunch, will you resist Road rage? Can you avoid cursing? Show people you care and not express guff? Be okay then people don’t think about you? 

    “October” (10/3/21)ii

    Will adversity drain you or can you be patient, positive, cheerful, and genuinely care about other people? Express goodwill, be good, be a golden champion, a true good person, walk high as you will see the crippled and smile, be inviting with your good attitude. Deep breathing leads to deep thinking

    “Good manners -> petty sacrifices” – Emerson 

    Remember their names 

    Praise • love • Radiate Sensuality 

    Bring joy, pleasure, fun, magic

    “October” (10/3/21)iii

    Most stimulating 

    Interesting conversationalist 

    Interesting ideas • Prepared for anything 

    N⦿t ❡ivin❡ uṗ.Ever.

    Being chased through the woods – no context. Pale person, gothic looking -> terrifying, person being chased already dirty, bloody Fast running, panic stricken face Grimace looking face on chaser -> yellow teeth, red eyes, heavy breathing Finds edge of woods, gets to rest stop, goes to gas station / 7/11 type, main runs in, clerk, a few customers, spirits to back, chaser comes in, the Door, sprints toward main, is held up

    “October” (10/3/21)iv

    I love the Washington Football Team 

    We can be better -> We have to be better. H○LY Keeṗing • kudos to those around you -> others -> perceive life from their eyes • • • lovely vibes 

    A+ student: end the semester with straight A’s • Read • Write 

    Bring the Glory of the Spirit into the world, help others, let other help you, be together with the families that structure our societal needs -> and then, when get what we truly want ○〢~───

    Become an inspiring embodiment of what it means to be a good human 

    “October” (10/3/21)v

    Achieve greatness by reaching new heights on a consistent basis • Be Love •-> Spread the Spirit, feel the GROWTH Among all who choose to allow it to enter within their own embodiments of that God who watches over them with endless love, an easy reminder as to why and how to live in the gift that is the Earth. In contemplation of Adam & Eve, We still thank God for guiding us through the reality of all knowing by way of the fruit from which was introduced & tempted to by the serpent ˖*°࿐ •*⁀➷ And the two did accept with curiosity great. 

    “October ༒︎” (10/3/21)vi

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    “October” (10/4/21)

    Don’t make rash decisions in the midst of emotional turmoil. What can you see coming? If everyone ate only what they needed, there would be.

    • Spontaneous Solidarity • Complex situation • moving parts • Test your abilities – Go! 

    I have to Continue

    “October” (10/5/21)i

    • “How unlucky I am that this should happen to me. But not at all. Perhaps say how lucky I am that I am not broken by what has happened, and I am not afraid of what is about to happen. For the same blow might have stolen anyone, but not many would have absorbed it without capitulation & complaint.” – Marcus Aurelius

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    Think of others, adopt their Perspective.

    ⚬ “The only thing we need to do is be nice and do good work” ⚬

    -Matt so co ⚬ National Youth Theatre 

    “October 🎃 ✶⋆.˚Love ✶in✶ Color✶⋆.˚” (10/5/21)ii

    Being Excellent at what you do, and being good to people. -> Proud of yourself & the work you do & the way that you treat people 

    Be nice, Do Good 

    Important people in your life. Things come & go, family is with. 

    Lion King 🜲

    S m i l e 

    Okay to let people in 

    O p e n y o u r h e a r t 

    Share yourself with good people ⚬—> ASPiRE

    “October𖤐” (10/5/21)iii

    LAW : Always make other people feel important. John Dooey said, “that the DESiRE to be important is the deepest urge in human Nature” 

    “the deepest principle in human Nature is the craving to be appreciated.” -> differentiates us from the animals, responsible for civilization itself

    Zoroaster – Persia

    Valley of Han -> Daoism 

    Do unto others as you would have other do unto you 

    important, sincere appreciation 

    hearty in their approbation, lavish in Praise

    “October  .” (10/5/21)iv

    Hearty in your approbation, lavish in your PRAiSE  LAVISH in your

    PRAiSe𖥠      

    Good Breeding ⚬ Halkane ⚬ 

    ✶ Dante Gabriel Rosetti ✶ 

    Be Brilliant • Literary Artists 

    Emblazoned • Profiting by their advice and inspired by their encouragement he launched upon a career that emblazoned his name across the Sky. Power of sincere, heartfelt appreciation. Make people feel important. Self-confidence. Earn the right, Earn your honors Advance yourself • Good enough

    “October” (10/5/21)v

    Wise, positive, voice – deep desire to feel important 

    Y🅞u ARE

    IMP⚬RTANT

    • Everyone you meet feels they are superior to you -> a sure way to their hearts is to let them realize in some subtle way that you recognize their importance, recognize it sincerely “Every man is my superior in some way, in that: I learn of him” – Emerson

    Be Exceptional Humble 

    Pirate Story • ☠ Love Built

    built w/ love

    “October  w.w” (10/5/21)vi

    Fight/HATRED,FiGHT Bigotry

    If you thought I’d leave you were wrong Because I won’t stop holding on. 

    EMPIRE ⋮ centuries long war 

    GREECE 𖥠 Ottoman Rule • Castille

    Venice • Importance in Venice • Sea Power

    England • Models Self on Venice • Sea

    Battle / Ship / Merchant fleet

    Commercial power • land power 

    England • interested • Dominate 

    Silk Route • Famous • Orient 

    Link between Istanbul & Europe 

    Trading

    “October” (10/7/21)i

    Rounded out notions of glorious conceptualization. 

    • People want a feeling of importance 

    You can’t teach them anything, you can only hope they can find it within themselves. 

    We sometimes find ourselves changing our minds without any resistance or heavy emotion, but if we are told we’re wrong, we resent people and harden our heart. We are incredibly heedless in the formation of our beliefs, but find ourselves filled with an elicit passion for them whenever anyone proposes to rob us of their companionship. It is not the ideas themselves that are dear

    “October” (10/7/21)ii

    to us, but our self – esteem which is threatened -> “my” -> property reckoned with, beginning of wisdom 

    Permit myself to understand the other person 

    Not say anything Dogmatic • Speak/keep points generally • Zero need for Argument 

    Agree with thine adversary quickly. – Jesus

    “Be diplomatic, it will help you gain your point.” -King Akhtoi [Egypt]

    Don’t Argue with partner, friends, coworkers, family, adversaries, boss, anyone – Don’t Argue with them 

    Don’t tell them they’re wrong • show Respect • If you’re wrong, admit it • Park 

    “October” (10/7/21)iii

    Self-criticism • Negative outcomes for the day – What’s the worst that could go wrong? What is the worst that may happen? What are the chances of it happening? What do you do during those moments? 

    love letters • ADMiRATiON

    Union 

    Gentle, kind, honey, reason

    Virtue

    Make your rhetoric a magical experience; Power of Poetry 

    Achieve confidence in our own wisdom through deception, not knowing that we do not know 

    Provisional knowledge 

    “October” (10/7/21)iv

    “Speech is a powerful Lord” – Gorgias 

    Is language deceitful? Magical words are drugs 

    Manpower, body beauty, soul wisdom

    action virtue, speech truth

    Stop Fear + Banish Grief •÷•

    Create Joy •x• Nurture Pity 

    Love has the divine power of the Gods 

    Praise of Helen; Diversion to myself 

    • Speculate, character, plot, diction, song, thought ⚬ PLot is soul of the tragedy. Plots must have length but must easily be taken in by memory. 

    “October” (10/8/21)i

    Why don’t you like Acid anymore? Is it too disturbing, the way it sends you into a keen awareness of your own mortality? Are the vibrations emitted from your body too much for you to adopt? How does being sane compare? Don’t you find it heavenly? ANd how sad is it when it’s over? Don’t you wish you could do it all again? Do it all over again? At the same time, you reach a certain tiredness, a boredom, a frightful frustration, a dreary depression – and so what then? Are not the weight of such instances substantial enough for you to always consider the end to be not so much a very bad thing after nostalgia?

    “October” (10/8/21)ii

    And so we continue through October, fighting our battles with endless positivity, optimism, gratitude and most importantly, hope. We shan’t ever give it up, for it’s a beautiful drive not easily given up for some cheap reality.

    “October” (10/8/21)iii

    Family Guy episode ideas:

    • Sci-fi-trilogy -> Star trek season -> other sci-fi classics -> fantasy -> 

    *Alien series -> Roger / American Dad -> Guardians of the Galaxy -> spoon 

    • Mystery • Literature • Classical • Oriental • Ghost • Shakespeare • Milton • Enoch • Trip • Festival • Journey -> Center of Earth

    •

    “October•” (10/9/21) 

    Terry ⚬ Gibson • Young • Allen • Payne 

    Sweat • Collins • Holcomb • Fuller 

    Thomas • Juan Soto

    The Sound of Change • You’re building it up! 

    Winds • Ray Bradbury 

    Taking it down  Keep holding you gron

    Double Edge Sword

    • White characters

    • Vampire can’t see face in mirror • Alien + Full movie • topic Proposal

  • “FRiDAY” (4/28/23)
    Wet love drops jeans crumpled riveting imagination thoughts results sitting physical powerful leaf bird chirps corgi rage waiting breathing what answer

    (4/29-5/3/23)

    Miracles 

    Mysteries   ☼

    L🕯ght

    Out of the 

    DARK

    “Print Worksheets” (5/5/23)

    TRADiNG • hard on yourself • Challenge negative thoughts • stories • Self care – daily – schedule 

    “Responsibility”

    You are not going to whine -> you are a man a Great man with responsibilities to his family & loved ones to take care of business & not give up or be lazy or whiny when things aren’t going your way -> be stoic earn money -> emotionless -> they don’t care how you feel -> you don’t do it to be rewarded the reward is taking care of their feelings and insuring with all your strength in your bones & muscles & brain that you build the life you as a man, a great man, father, husband, lover, son, brother, man, to build a life of happiness for your family • You are so lucky & blessed to have those people in your life who are most important don’t take them for granted always love them 

    RB (8/29/23)

    • Calm • not angry • stoic self-reflection • unconditional Respect • Meditation • Journey 

    Give all you can give • fast the heart • give all you can give to the world • Don’t spoil yourself • Progress towards success • Eat healthy • feed your family • Support your families needs & wants • Travel with them • take care of them • Ask for nothing in return • own yourself • Control your mind • own your house • Don’t be selfish • Don’t push sex • Love & nourish -> not lauding • Avoid drugs & booze

    no raising voice/yelling • Love • Sexual energy • blissful waves • think Before you speak • You will not fuck up • Love • Create • Enjoy • bask in the present • Self Care • Healthy • Routine • Clean 

    Saying I love you doesn’t have to be the only way you show someone you love them • Love them so hard in whatever way you want to show them -> don’t force love • Accept whatever form it comes in to you • don’t take people / things in your life for granted, have gratitude • Study • become better, awaken • heal others • heal yourself • breathe • Embark • Trust the flow / universe • Connect with source • Prove you are the man/woman -> the human being who can relied upon, counted on to be the one • your loved ones go to you for support • be brave -> embrace & embark upon the pain & suffering 

    “Finances” (5/6/23)

    C – 300

    Car – 300

    Car ins – 200

    hlth ins – 300

    rent – 400

    (8/29/23)

    Bring joy, love, glory, bravery, Gratitude • A positive irresistible attitude think positive thoughts • embark on your highest potential • high quantum frequencies • Achieve your dream • be the greatest ****** ******* ****** ****** you can possibly be • Give it your all • Say what you feel • Don’t fear • Embrace it • Embrace the pain • Be a man of action • workout • Write • Start a business • Earn big $

    “What do you want to become?” (8/29/23)

    • Always appreciate that which is important to you • hold no grudge • let go of it • Self awareness •Courage • Defense 

    You better let go of it because there’s no way of holding onto it • Trust the universe • Give up control and trust things to work out • The TAO • And watch things work out • Let the people do what they’re supposed to do & watch the wealth & power flow • Let the flower grow • Be present • Here & now • Spiritual • embark • do the hard things • be patient • Go back to school • Earn more money • Support your family • Create a beautiful life for them • Show them the world • Educate yourself -> constant journey • the suffering is in the love and love in the suffering -> don’t laud it over them •

    Give Give Give Give Give Give Give love

    “When struggles occur” (8/29/23)

    • Courage • light • Dark • Conscious • Awaken • Write • Pain • Struggle • Endeavor • Bliss • Listen • Express • Ask 

    When struggles occur remember why you started in the first place • think • listen • Give

    Don’t compare yourself to other -> Give so much of what you have to give to those who are important to you • Marry • Protect • listen • engage • wonder • don’t control • let go • let in • within external is all one you are the other escape the illusion of separateness become more unified with yourself Path of enlightenment Give what you want to get in return • laugh • smile • create energy • Make her smile • make yourself smile • imagine the life you want to create in great detail then create it

    “Safe” (8/29/23)

    Become • Be what you are • Other & Self • Persona • Feel Pain • Safe • She wants to feel safe to feel loved • Give her endless waves of loving pure wonderful energy • So much to give • relate • listen • accept • Don’t always have an opinion • Create wealth • Family -> procreate • have courage • take care of her • love her • accept her for who she is • be calm • Forgive • let go • Trust the universe • Move beyond • pleasure • Don’t need to go out to show someone you love them • Patience love glory strength beauty wonder grace shining light glory • love tender • joyous • compassion • blood • heartbeat • smells • taste • take care of her • love her beautiful body

    “Mindfulness” (8/29/23)

    enlightened state of mind • one • parts • illusion • Unity • Suffering • Other • Calm • Universe 

    Spiritual practices • Active • Sensual • Mind heady quantum energy -> vibrations -> waves • Present • here & now kissing • love • Gratitude • Smile • Unconditional • nourishing • no whining • Not angry • breathing • No rage • Confidence • Be a great man • God • We are all God • One • Many • Top of the mountain • Floodlight •  Spotlight • You feel pain • the other feels pain • realize you are the other • Kingship • Nourish • love • Garden • unconditional • Tantric energy • love her body • don’t get frustrated • unstuck • Patience • Silent meditation sitting

    “Introspection” (8/29/23)

    Focus • One thing • one thought • God manifesting • source • Birth • Rebirth • Re-see • Activity • Being • Universe • see • feel • wiggle • Look within

    Becoming one with your wiggle-self • Self is other • You are self • You are the universe • You are the other • the universe is other thus the self thus yourself -> connection between self & the other -> realizing you & the other experience the same sensations -> thus the universe experiencing its own senses -> sensing the other is sensing the self thus to trust yourself is to trust the other thus to let go is to let in -> that is when you have become the one who is most powerful -> when you Give power up -> to give is the other giving thus giving to the other is to give to the self • to harm the self is to harm the other

    “Everything I’m Grateful for:”

    Mom & Dad   Sister & Brother   Friends : Grant, Nate, Patrick 

    Coffee    Lessons    Videos    Music    Car    Nature    Working out

    Job    Shoes     health    decision making    Freedom    Roof    Clean room

    clothes   food   water   learning   talking   entertaining   not acting like a bad person —-> being a Great Man   Prayer  visualization   Notes   writing   stay calm

    Polite   gentle   seductive   attractive    winning   God & Jesus    Love   Patience    Health   goodness

    “Cons”

    Not knowing what to do next   impatience   rage   poor   not taking care of tasks   not having money   too much eating   ******* ****  distraction   not making quick decisions   Not doing chores    lives at home still   entitled   broke   uber   scared feelings   laziness   wasting time    giving attention too easy    begging/ whining    being creepy instead of getting money    lacking fashion   Not thinking before speaking / acting 

    You must treat the most important aspect of your life with utter generosity control over your mind = control over your thoughts and therefore actions and therefore results will be in your control 

    “Energy Levels” (6/18/23)

    Too much supply, have to dump the load off the ship. is water akin to space?

    How is water possible? 

    ice asteroid

    what is the ice -> the elements colliding in space & freezing levels beyond our comprehension -> did ice come before water? thus ice being the originate of life? in relation to opposing compositions i.e. gas & liquid -> or is it gas -> ice -> liquid

    So are all organisms based? We have forms of the other does an organism need all three to exist? are other forms of composition possible

    what are you? 

    An artist?   A healer?

    Do you have a healing touch

    RB  (7/8/23)

    I’ll be good

    “Third Eye Activation” (7/10/23)

    Consciousness – intention • Dopamine -> so fucking tired of falling privy to my temptations I’m fucking done -> I’m done. No fucking more. 100% full investment into improving my life and being an absolute animal -> evolve 1% improvement Better man everyday -> GREAT MAN 

    “Feelings” (7/17/23)

    • Less fast food -> less of it • Vaping -> nicotine withdrawal • Crying -> talking about it • Touching -> ask for physicality [what do I do when you don’t want to? I feel less loved when you don’t want to] -> though I should/want to be more understand and I know that’s not the case. I hope you don’t mind me still wanting to touch you/kiss you all over 

    “Feelings (pt.2)”

    something I didn’t mention was my thoughts & feelings about why the day in particular is of interest & so that should likely be talked about / explained 

    • walks

    •

    “Money” (7/18/23)

    Ray Croc -> not business of burger, but in the business of Real Estate

    Asset column »»———–►

       Buy Assets

    ➥ Assets make you money 

    Accounting 

    Investing 

    Understand Markets

    “What Games do you like?” (7/20/23)

    • Gym • Comic store • Cinnamon sauce • Writing •────► publishing • Realty • Trading • Drawing • Loving 

  • “September” (9/20/21)i

    Will you let Christ in today? Take the day one moment at a time, one second at a time. Construct yourself in a positive manner. In what form will you shape your body today? What are your cultural meanings? Will you seize the day? What level will you reach? Reach the top, become the top, be the heavens, accompany God.

    “September” (9/20/21)ii

    What is metaphysical substance? What does it mean to be powerful? Ego, individual, the person, substantial identity, Belief in language, Cause of thoughts

    Your being -•M•e•t•a•p•h•y•s•i•c•s𓏲-

    Sex/desire – it is difficult to take seriously Butler’s take on society being overly masculine • Defining the other • Restrictions – understand sex

    Desire – oppositional – unity 

    stable – conception – express

    naturalistic paradigm

    some true self – old dream 

    “September” (9/20/21)iii

    What are your desires telling you to do? Should you let other people decide your desires ∘ [Category of Sex] Sexuality ๋࣭ ˖𓏲˙• regulate 𓃋

    Critique ∘ identity ∘ scandal ∘ disorganized ∘ reaffirm ∘ terms ∘ distribute 

    • What is the argument? Performative

    What about sperm? World of Pleasures 

    Attributes • accidental 

    Exposes • postulation • regulatory • fiction •

    Abiding substances • Gender ontology

    Compulsory intelligibility 

    Core ∘ Produced • Culturally established 

    Deregulated • Subordinate • dissonatE

    Expand • Possibilities • coherences  

    “•Sept•ember•” (9/20/21)iv

    •N•☉•U•N•]Nietzsche’s claim in the Genealogy of Morals : “there is no being behind doing, affecting, becoming; the doer is merely a fiction, added to the deed, the deed is everything.” the deed is everything – Nietzshe 

    Radical theory • agency • humanism 

    Performative construction within material practice of culture 

    Law • Pre social • integrity • monotheistic 

    Culturally universal • subversive sexuality

    Constant challenge • temporality 

    Prohibitions ∘ produced • access to sexuality that is outside, before, or after power itself • Power encompasses both the jurisdictional, prohibitive, and regulatory

    “September” (9/20/21)v

    and the productive, inadvertently, regenerative functions of differential relations 

    Matrix of Power relations

    Uniform repetition of masculist economy of identity – swerve away 

    Exceed, expand what is culturally intelligible – Freed from constructs

    Sexuality ∘ Pleasure • Fallic • Se𓃌 

    Return to biology • defeated 

    Destiny • strategic • biological 

    essentialism • Understand sexuality 

    Male identified • Constructed • outside of 

    culture • use of such notions • terms 

    Construction • Discourse • Power • fallic

    • Determined • Masculine • Reductive 

    Political undue of cultural construction 

    “September” (9/20/21)vi

    Feminist sexuality • postulation 

    Cultural impossibility • rethinking 

    Sexuality, identity, power, matrix 

    MALE • Replay • Redistribute 

    Powerfield of sexuality • Phantasmic

    • Radical repudiation • construction 

    Forms of repetition • constitute a 

    Simple imitation, reproduction and 

    Consolidation of the law 

    identification 

    Various emergent 

    Govern gender life 

    Power dynamics in sexuality 

    Simple • augmentation 

    Heterosexist, falligacentric 

    Power regime 

    “September” (9/20/21)vii

    Exist ∘ Mobilize • redescribed • disjunctive 

    Masculine/Feminine/unity of gender

    Uniform • Compulsory • relative meanings 

    Unity of gender • render • compulsory 

    Produce • Suppress, subversive, convergence

    logic, metaphysic, repetition • cultural 

    reproduction of identity, ∘person∘

    escape matrix of power ∘ culturally 

    Constructed character

    ────────────────────────────────────

    “One is not born, but becomes a woman.” 

    -Beuvoir – ‘Woman’ itself is a term 

    in process, a becoming, a construct

    ing, that cannot rightfully be said to 

    originate or end – ongoing, discursive practice

    it is open to intervention & resignification 

    congealing itself & insidious 

    “September” (9/20/21)viii

    Sustained and regulated by various 

    social means – Gender is continual 

    Stylization of the body 

    rigid regulatory frame -natural 

    Gender ontology – constitute acts 

    Compulsory frames • appearance 

    burden • gendered • admits possibilities 

    Regulatory fictions 

    Heterosexist / masculine oppression 

    identity signification 

    illusions of identity 

    No one cares to 

    talk about it?

    “September” (9/20/21)ix

    “Infected be the air whereon they ride.” 

    Ghost • Significance • Magic • Trash • odor 

    Typical • fearless • Sent by God 

    • Tarquin – the Rape of Lucrece 

    • Growth of the serpent 

    • Fearless – hoped – wrestles • demise

    extra-sensory perception • haunted 

    place • blood • smoke • infection 

    Scents • space • depicted • play

    ruby upon the cheeks

    “September” (9/20/21)x

    Basic terrors   –Aliens -people

    believe aliens exist – UFO – pics

    Movie Aliens • egotistical attitude

    if you think we’re the only ones

    • Planet X – spooky – spook city

    Invasion will be launched! 

    Invaders – hands, eyes

    “The thing” – Martian invaders 

    Dude was freaking about about the 

    thing • Two stunt doubles – what 

    is 

    being from another world as 

    opposite to us as one pole to another 

    if only we could communicate with 

    it. IT! From Space – intelligent 

    creature – open the door 

    “ ⚔A⋆。l˚ i☁︎ ˚。e⋆。˚n⋆🖇☽˚。⋆.𖥔 ݁ ˖” (9/20/21)xi

    in space, no one can hear you 

    scream. Build your core – 

    Be unstoppable “thing” remake

    came from outer space – 3rd dimension 

    Strange surgical experiments 

    This earth of yours – burned

    down cinder – “The Devil Girl

    from Mars”, Talking forever 

    Make sure they’re watching you 

    Flying saucers, little green monsters 

    Bullet in the arm – completely 

    Healed – get drunk or quit?

    Jawline – robe – suit – Washington

    Meeting • Judge • impatient with 

    Stupidity – my people have learned 

    to live without it – My people haven’t 

    “September” (9/20/21)xii

    Wild symphonic music – scary ominous – Quick cuts to build suspense • news gets out • protect your kids! Walter Reed Hospital Urge all citizens to be on alert No effort to minimize osiris Remain Calm • Man’s face NO ordinary man – powers beyond • our world’s own understanding – help you look for the spaceman. Quiet as a mouse – long way from home – mile away 

    “And now on this sunday morning we ask some questions that have been haunting the entire nation

    ⠀⠀”⠠⠦⠶⡦⠤⡦⠴⠤⠤⠦”⠀(⠶⠶⠶⠶⠦⡶⠶)

    “September” (9/20/21)xiii

    Who is this creature? If it can build robots that can destroy our weaponry what else is it capable of? What other horrors could it release at will? The monster must be found. Must be tracked down like a wild animal • Must be destroyed •

    But where would such a creature hide? Would he disappear into the North Woods? Would he crawl into the sewers of some great city? 

    “Savant calls meeting to study space ship” Professor Barnhardt Invites World’s Science Leaders Grace danger – protect ourselves 

    Destroy it – retaliation • Government 

    ⠀⢀⣤⣦⣄⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀

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    ⠀⠈⢧⡀⠀⠀⠹⡄⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢀⣠⣤⠶⠞⠋⠉⠛⠊⠉⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠈⠉⠛⠲⠦⣄⡀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀

    ⠀⠀⠀⠹⣄⠀⠀⣻⡀⠀⠀⠀⡾⢋⡭⠤⠀⢀⣠⣴⣶⣶⣶⡶⣶⣶⣤⣤⣄⣀⢤⣀⠀⠀⠘⠻⣗⢦⡀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀

    ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠹⣆⢣⣬⣧⠀⠀⠘⣿⠁⠀⠂⢠⣾⣿⡇⣿⣏⣿⣱⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣷⣦⣙⢦⡀⠀⠀⠙⣮⠳⣄⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀

    ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢹⡿⣿⣿⣇⠀⠀⠙⣆⠀⠀⣿⣿⣸⣧⣸⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣱⣿⣿⢿⣿⣷⣝⣆⠀⠀⠸⣧⡈⢢⡀⠀⠀⠀⠀

    ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢻⡽⡿⢻⣆⠀⠀⠈⠻⢿⣿⣾⣿⣿⠟⠋⢀⣠⢾⣿⣿⣻⠷⢼⣧⣿⣿⢿⣿⣟⠇⠀⠀⠙⣷⢰⡷⡄⠀⠀⠀

    ⣤⣀⣀⠀⠀⠀⠈⣧⢳⡽⣛⣆⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢀⣤⣠⣖⣶⢯⣀⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣷⡿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣆⠀⠀⣾⣿⡇⣿⣿⡄⠀⠀

    ⣊⡟⢻⣽⣿⣻⣶⣾⣎⣮⠟⣪⡣⡀⠀⢀⡤⢿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣴⣾⡿⠟⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣧⣿⣶⣄⡇⢻⣇⢸⣿⣿⡄⠀

    “September” (9/20/21)xiv

    ⠀⠀⠀⠉⠉⠛⠛⠿⣿⣿⣾⣧⠃⡼⣳⣎⣙⡿⠉⣻⣯⣾⣻⣍⣿⣟⣾⣝⢿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⠛⢿⣿⣿⣮⡣⢀⣿⣿⣿⡿⠀

    ⡀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠈⠻⣿⣿⣿⣿⣉⣀⣾⣁⣀⣹⠿⣷⣿⣿⣿⢯⡉⢿⡇⢿⣿⡏⣿⣿⣿⣀⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⠁⠀

    ⡳⣄⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢀⣼⣛⣯⡿⠿⠿⢿⣿⡻⢿⡿⣶⠏⣉⢼⣯⣽⣾⣿⣿⣾⣿⢽⣿⠟⠈⠙⠲⢿⣿⣟⣻⣿⣿⣿⠟⠀⠀

    ⣳⣾⣷⣄⠀⠀⠀⣀⣼⣿⡟⣡⣾⣿⣿⣧⣌⡿⢃⡖⢁⣼⣵⣾⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⢿⡿⠁⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠈⠻⣿⡿⣿⠏⠀⠀⠀

    ⣿⣿⢛⡿⣳⣄⣸⣿⣚⣿⡿⢿⣿⣶⣽⠟⢫⣤⠏⣴⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣵⣿⣿⣛⣽⠃⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠈⠻⠋⠀⠀⠀⠀

    ⢷⣿⡏⡴⢉⠏⣿⣿⢻⣿⡛⢯⣿⠋⠁⢀⠟⠁⣼⣿⣿⣿⣿⡿⣿⣿⣟⣻⠟⠋⠁⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀

    ⣾⣿⣻⣷⣾⢴⣷⠇⣼⣸⣧⣠⣾⠷⡚⠁⠀⠀⣰⢉⣿⣿⠿⠽⠿⠾⠋⠁⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀

    ⠻⣿⣿⣿⣿⡟⠿⣿⡻⢿⣿⢿⣄⠀⠀⢀⠀⠀⠉⣾⣇⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀

    ⠀⠙⠻⢿⡏⣿⡶⣀⣻⣿⡿⠿⠿⠝⢦⡘⢱⡀⠀⢻⠸⡄⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀

    ⠀⠀⢴⡋⣠⣤⡈⠋⣁⣠⣴⠶⠶⠶⣄⣱⣏⡝⢦⠈⢦⢹⡄⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀

    ⠀⠀⢨⡗⢿⡿⠀⠾⠋⣀⣤⡤⣤⣤⣬⣍⠹⣄⠀⣳⡈⢦⠻⡄⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀

    ⠀⠀⠘⣇⠀⣴⣶⡀⠸⠟⠹⠿⠛⠉⠉⠥⠀⠈⠢⣬⣧⡈⢆⠹⣆⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀

    ⠀⠀⠀⢠⣤⠙⣿⣅⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠙⠷⡀⠐⣌⢦⡀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀

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    something otherwise he wouldn’t be here – trusts son with the f***ing Alien – though it does sort of seem like the Alien is just curious • different worlds • no wars 

    No foolin’, will yah? No foolin! Alien is touring D.C., learns about Abe Lincoln 

    “I am fearful when I see people substituting fear for reason.” 

    Inertia – property of matter by which it remains in uniform motion unless acted upon by external forces he’ll never get it that way

    “September” (9/20/21)xv⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀

    Do give this to the professor 

    Day earth stood still 

    Gave audience sense of real reaction 

    to the alien invader – societies reaction 

    Give into hysteria 

    No sign of threat yet humans 

    prepare for war against a peaceful 

    flying saucer – Universality of the 

    theme – camera demonstrates to 

    audience that the human reaction 

    is curiosity and apprehension regardless

    of racial details -> overreaction 

    tension, mysterious, intentions 

    possibilities, clouded judgement

    American military isolation – came 

    Here to tell you the facts, not to provide

    “September” (9/20/21)    xvi 

    fuel for your irrational paranoia

    Alien “carpenter” [carp] wants 

    to be amongst the people and 

    see what he can learn directly 

    Alien acts nothing like a fugitive 

    as the hunt for him begins 

    merely going about the business

    about learning about humans 

    Juxtaposed – showing contrast 

    between the hysteria of the 

    radio broadcast with images of

    Alien looking ordinary and non

    threatening

  • To feel anything; would this not be
    wonderful? I would love to
    ***** *** *******, again and again ∘
    The best writing comes from
    thoughts captured that weren’t
    initially planned (such as the
    preceding sentence)𓈒

    The difference between
    lovely and lonely
    is just one letter𓈒

    Dear lover,
    I hope you are doing
    so well𓈒 I miss you.
    The world has gotten smaller
    since our last meeting𓈒
    Until our next shared breath –
    – Robby

  • Unstoppable vibrations
    Hobbit level courage!
    Believe in yourself
    Glorious elf of light
    Righteous Wizard
    Bright Knight
    Flame glowing, burning bright within
    Bring out the flame and bring life and
    warmth to the world

  • Preparing your home, your life – so
    that you will be prepared to protect
    yourself and your loved ones – to lift
    them and yourself up with encouraging
    enthusiasm that brightens their spirits
    and subsequently our world.
    Be a gift to yourself and your loved
    ones, for they have always been a
    gift for you.
    Speak the right words and pronounce them
    so very correctly, like an intelligent
    English major who does nothing but
    read and write. Be a learner and a
    teacher – both will always feel everyone’s
    spirits.
    The sun will blow up someday, what can
    we do right? To me, it seems we
    have this uncanny ability to come
    together and make anything happen.
    The face you carry tells a lot about
    your story.

  • thoughts about what’s going on in the world
    where does your mind go?
    You are so cute and funny
    incredible gratitude -> creating your progress
    What is the history of particular countries?
    Well, for now, my mission is to earn
    my goal number
    Can you stay focused on your dream
    diligently enough to see it realized
    as soon as possible?
    -> Become a *********** before today’s end