Tag: fight

  • “October” (10/1/21)

    Everything takes place under the sign of love. 

    (10/2/21)i

    Amazing • Prepared • Ecstatic • Desired 

    What is it you desire? Ultimate glory 

    Control • Force • Death • Murder • Mass • Massacre • Expression • Fight me • You won’t • Bravery • Lack Fear • Fuck 

    Absorb power • Meditate • Conquer 

    No ground to stand on • Twitter Fingers • Arms Hands legs feet

    Spread love not hate • Show them just how much you love this 

    • Be kind Be merciful • Be Stronger

    • Knock them the fuck out • One with Nature • Resolute • Complete

    “October” (10/2/21)ii

    Express your own stoic understanding Be your natural self -> spread that joy with what others might view as seamlessly easy. Penetrate their minds and bodies, heart & soul with your version of the planet. What will it take other than all of your strength & willingness -> determination -> Go on & carry yourself with unstoppable fury & achieve your goal of powerful glory -> take control of your own actions -> watch as the others follow suit. Take them to the gates of heaven & demand ownership. Feel God’s presence within yourself & know that GLORY IS YOURS FOREVER.

    “October” (10/2/21)iii

    Think more about others – first arose in the person an eager want – those who can do this have the whole world with them, those who cannot walk a lonesome way 

    ₊P‧r.i°n.c⋆i✮p⋆l.e°s.:‧W₊i₊n‧&.i°n.f⋆l✮u⋆e.n°c.e‧₊ 

    1) Don’t criticize, condemn, or complain

    2) Give honest, sincere appreciation (praise)

    3) Arouse in another person an eager want

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    • You can make more friends in 2 months by becoming interesting in other people than you can in two years by trying to get other people interested in you. Give them your best Care about other • genuine interest in people • Grateful for people

    “October” (10/2/21)iv

    I Love my audience • Music food ^for the soul 

    Unselfish • Character • Strength 

    (10/3/21)i

    Wrong going: things aren’t always going your way, how will you react? When things take time and so you can’t mess around, bring out the strength and softness to carefully but swiftly get through it, AiM for the ‘A’ Get the A 

    Extra Credit Assignment

    Traffic can be raunch, will you resist Road rage? Can you avoid cursing? Show people you care and not express guff? Be okay then people don’t think about you? 

    “October” (10/3/21)ii

    Will adversity drain you or can you be patient, positive, cheerful, and genuinely care about other people? Express goodwill, be good, be a golden champion, a true good person, walk high as you will see the crippled and smile, be inviting with your good attitude. Deep breathing leads to deep thinking

    “Good manners -> petty sacrifices” – Emerson 

    Remember their names 

    Praise • love • Radiate Sensuality 

    Bring joy, pleasure, fun, magic

    “October” (10/3/21)iii

    Most stimulating 

    Interesting conversationalist 

    Interesting ideas • Prepared for anything 

    N⦿t ❡ivin❡ uṗ.Ever.

    Being chased through the woods – no context. Pale person, gothic looking -> terrifying, person being chased already dirty, bloody Fast running, panic stricken face Grimace looking face on chaser -> yellow teeth, red eyes, heavy breathing Finds edge of woods, gets to rest stop, goes to gas station / 7/11 type, main runs in, clerk, a few customers, spirits to back, chaser comes in, the Door, sprints toward main, is held up

    “October” (10/3/21)iv

    I love the Washington Football Team 

    We can be better -> We have to be better. H○LY Keeṗing • kudos to those around you -> others -> perceive life from their eyes • • • lovely vibes 

    A+ student: end the semester with straight A’s • Read • Write 

    Bring the Glory of the Spirit into the world, help others, let other help you, be together with the families that structure our societal needs -> and then, when get what we truly want ○〢~───

    Become an inspiring embodiment of what it means to be a good human 

    “October” (10/3/21)v

    Achieve greatness by reaching new heights on a consistent basis • Be Love •-> Spread the Spirit, feel the GROWTH Among all who choose to allow it to enter within their own embodiments of that God who watches over them with endless love, an easy reminder as to why and how to live in the gift that is the Earth. In contemplation of Adam & Eve, We still thank God for guiding us through the reality of all knowing by way of the fruit from which was introduced & tempted to by the serpent ˖*°࿐ •*⁀➷ And the two did accept with curiosity great. 

    “October ༒︎” (10/3/21)vi

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    “October” (10/4/21)

    Don’t make rash decisions in the midst of emotional turmoil. What can you see coming? If everyone ate only what they needed, there would be.

    • Spontaneous Solidarity • Complex situation • moving parts • Test your abilities – Go! 

    I have to Continue

    “October” (10/5/21)i

    • “How unlucky I am that this should happen to me. But not at all. Perhaps say how lucky I am that I am not broken by what has happened, and I am not afraid of what is about to happen. For the same blow might have stolen anyone, but not many would have absorbed it without capitulation & complaint.” – Marcus Aurelius

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    Think of others, adopt their Perspective.

    ⚬ “The only thing we need to do is be nice and do good work” ⚬

    -Matt so co ⚬ National Youth Theatre 

    “October 🎃 ✶⋆.˚Love ✶in✶ Color✶⋆.˚” (10/5/21)ii

    Being Excellent at what you do, and being good to people. -> Proud of yourself & the work you do & the way that you treat people 

    Be nice, Do Good 

    Important people in your life. Things come & go, family is with. 

    Lion King 🜲

    S m i l e 

    Okay to let people in 

    O p e n y o u r h e a r t 

    Share yourself with good people ⚬—> ASPiRE

    “October𖤐” (10/5/21)iii

    LAW : Always make other people feel important. John Dooey said, “that the DESiRE to be important is the deepest urge in human Nature” 

    “the deepest principle in human Nature is the craving to be appreciated.” -> differentiates us from the animals, responsible for civilization itself

    Zoroaster – Persia

    Valley of Han -> Daoism 

    Do unto others as you would have other do unto you 

    important, sincere appreciation 

    hearty in their approbation, lavish in Praise

    “October  .” (10/5/21)iv

    Hearty in your approbation, lavish in your PRAiSE  LAVISH in your

    PRAiSe𖥠      

    Good Breeding ⚬ Halkane ⚬ 

    ✶ Dante Gabriel Rosetti ✶ 

    Be Brilliant • Literary Artists 

    Emblazoned • Profiting by their advice and inspired by their encouragement he launched upon a career that emblazoned his name across the Sky. Power of sincere, heartfelt appreciation. Make people feel important. Self-confidence. Earn the right, Earn your honors Advance yourself • Good enough

    “October” (10/5/21)v

    Wise, positive, voice – deep desire to feel important 

    Y🅞u ARE

    IMP⚬RTANT

    • Everyone you meet feels they are superior to you -> a sure way to their hearts is to let them realize in some subtle way that you recognize their importance, recognize it sincerely “Every man is my superior in some way, in that: I learn of him” – Emerson

    Be Exceptional Humble 

    Pirate Story • ☠ Love Built

    built w/ love

    “October  w.w” (10/5/21)vi

    Fight/HATRED,FiGHT Bigotry

    If you thought I’d leave you were wrong Because I won’t stop holding on. 

    EMPIRE ⋮ centuries long war 

    GREECE 𖥠 Ottoman Rule • Castille

    Venice • Importance in Venice • Sea Power

    England • Models Self on Venice • Sea

    Battle / Ship / Merchant fleet

    Commercial power • land power 

    England • interested • Dominate 

    Silk Route • Famous • Orient 

    Link between Istanbul & Europe 

    Trading

    “October” (10/7/21)i

    Rounded out notions of glorious conceptualization. 

    • People want a feeling of importance 

    You can’t teach them anything, you can only hope they can find it within themselves. 

    We sometimes find ourselves changing our minds without any resistance or heavy emotion, but if we are told we’re wrong, we resent people and harden our heart. We are incredibly heedless in the formation of our beliefs, but find ourselves filled with an elicit passion for them whenever anyone proposes to rob us of their companionship. It is not the ideas themselves that are dear

    “October” (10/7/21)ii

    to us, but our self – esteem which is threatened -> “my” -> property reckoned with, beginning of wisdom 

    Permit myself to understand the other person 

    Not say anything Dogmatic • Speak/keep points generally • Zero need for Argument 

    Agree with thine adversary quickly. – Jesus

    “Be diplomatic, it will help you gain your point.” -King Akhtoi [Egypt]

    Don’t Argue with partner, friends, coworkers, family, adversaries, boss, anyone – Don’t Argue with them 

    Don’t tell them they’re wrong • show Respect • If you’re wrong, admit it • Park 

    “October” (10/7/21)iii

    Self-criticism • Negative outcomes for the day – What’s the worst that could go wrong? What is the worst that may happen? What are the chances of it happening? What do you do during those moments? 

    love letters • ADMiRATiON

    Union 

    Gentle, kind, honey, reason

    Virtue

    Make your rhetoric a magical experience; Power of Poetry 

    Achieve confidence in our own wisdom through deception, not knowing that we do not know 

    Provisional knowledge 

    “October” (10/7/21)iv

    “Speech is a powerful Lord” – Gorgias 

    Is language deceitful? Magical words are drugs 

    Manpower, body beauty, soul wisdom

    action virtue, speech truth

    Stop Fear + Banish Grief •÷•

    Create Joy •x• Nurture Pity 

    Love has the divine power of the Gods 

    Praise of Helen; Diversion to myself 

    • Speculate, character, plot, diction, song, thought ⚬ PLot is soul of the tragedy. Plots must have length but must easily be taken in by memory. 

    “October” (10/8/21)i

    Why don’t you like Acid anymore? Is it too disturbing, the way it sends you into a keen awareness of your own mortality? Are the vibrations emitted from your body too much for you to adopt? How does being sane compare? Don’t you find it heavenly? ANd how sad is it when it’s over? Don’t you wish you could do it all again? Do it all over again? At the same time, you reach a certain tiredness, a boredom, a frightful frustration, a dreary depression – and so what then? Are not the weight of such instances substantial enough for you to always consider the end to be not so much a very bad thing after nostalgia?

    “October” (10/8/21)ii

    And so we continue through October, fighting our battles with endless positivity, optimism, gratitude and most importantly, hope. We shan’t ever give it up, for it’s a beautiful drive not easily given up for some cheap reality.

    “October” (10/8/21)iii

    Family Guy episode ideas:

    • Sci-fi-trilogy -> Star trek season -> other sci-fi classics -> fantasy -> 

    *Alien series -> Roger / American Dad -> Guardians of the Galaxy -> spoon 

    • Mystery • Literature • Classical • Oriental • Ghost • Shakespeare • Milton • Enoch • Trip • Festival • Journey -> Center of Earth

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    “October•” (10/9/21) 

    Terry ⚬ Gibson • Young • Allen • Payne 

    Sweat • Collins • Holcomb • Fuller 

    Thomas • Juan Soto

    The Sound of Change • You’re building it up! 

    Winds • Ray Bradbury 

    Taking it down  Keep holding you gron

    Double Edge Sword

    • White characters

    • Vampire can’t see face in mirror • Alien + Full movie • topic Proposal

  • Be firm in your convictions
    Your ambitions are super and you fight
    for their achievement.
    Contagious vibrations of immense joy &
    disciplined strength ∘ Utter patience and
    solemn resolution in the face of hateful
    thoughts that seek to overrun your action
    taking facilities so that you may make
    improper actions -> instead you undertaking
    of prioritizing only ^your most essential, success
    creating thought structures that evolve
    you into an absolute master of your own
    life and manifesting fully into reality
    your vision of true freedom of individuality
    based on a foundation of true strength earned
    by way of exponentializing your divine
    righteous, wonderfully actionable glory
    Guided by God’s great glory, may you
    continue to carry the Holy Spirit with
    that firm conviction granted upon your
    beautiful being by the heavens as you
    brave those booming storms with angelic ferocity

    Founding father – What are you the
    founding father of? -> The Milton Scribe
    my books, companies -> getting those
    off the ground is difficult but
    extremely possibly attainable
    considering how remarkably *******
    ***** *** *** you intelligent
    intellectual mythological wonderous
    artistic being of our lovingly
    gorgeous universe -⟡
    is the voice of God prompting
    me constantly? That feels
    exhausting ~ like a simulation
    of souls𓈒 I do love writing
    What is it to respect your own
    writing? To

    you are a magnet for great feelings
    you attract the best people and most
    wonderful, most smooth, most best situations

  • you’re the best around ∘ Never be afraid to fight for what you believe in ∘ Because if you believe you’re the best around, nothing’s gonna ever bring you down • Flowing with confidence. Divine blood flow

  • February ’25

    listen more carefully (2/4/25)

    am wanting to be so much kinder & patient and loving to lady

    Is never wanting to lose my cool and only hold her so close all the time and be so kind and gentle and patient and loving and hold her so close in my heart even when she is not here and tell her through my soul that I love her with every drop of blood that my heart churns into my body that is hers forever.

    Thank God she was there

    I’ll be writing all the time and you’ll be getting the checks…

    I won’t forget

    Everything takes time

    Learning (Never fail her again) (2/4/25)

    Pray again!

    Never fail her again

    “And he was giving everything back, as everything must be given back, so that, passing through death, it can live forever.”

    4:44pm (2/9/25)

    I know how special this place is and I know how special a person I can be and I’m just happy to be a part of it ∘

    turns 67

    Redefine with new tools

    the Ultimate test ∘ Crystal ball

    ∘ Faster Start ∘ Stay Healthy

    ∘ Good & talented

    They’ll talk about this

    FOREVER

    Every single step -> everything you got ∘ For the person beside you

    Won (2/9/25)

    Debate ∘ Greatness ∘ What is GREATNESS? What does a GREAT [you] look & act like? ∘-> Embody your GREATEST SELF ∘ Put in the work every single year ∘ Continually winning. We know who we are ∘ We embrace who we are ∘ We Come together and take on the mission. Hard fought battle ∘ Earn Respect ∘ Give Respect

    Honesty & Natural Style (2/10/25)

    Zen – to stop thinking, temporarily -> even when you think

    (2/11/25)

    ∘ impiety 𓃊 a perceived lack of respect for something considered sacred. -> sacrilege -> large belief system disrespected -> exile

    Anaxagoras – introduced the concept of “Nous” (cosmic mind) as an ordering force -> Panspermia -> life exists throughout the universe and could be distributed everywhere -> also speculated that the sun might be just another star

    Gentle (2/12/25)

    Kindness is what I’d like to embody nowadays ♡

    Head Writer

  • Deep notes

    7:15 am January 19 2018
    Good morning and welcome back to my mind. Went to a UFC gym yesterday for the first time ever. Learned kickboxing really quick and I think my instructor really liked me. I never fought before but a few people of given me pointers on how to box plus I’m a natural. I went undefeated in Wii boxing back in the day, cousin couldn’t even beat me and he was pro at every video game. Unfortunately, the cost is nuts for me right now. Really pissed at myself because I just spent a bunch of money on other stuff and it completely fell thru and now I’m in the hole. I could elaborate but needless to say it was because of the lazy shittiness that is my “friend”. I’m fucked over yet he makes it out ok after all the time and work put into it? What a bummer. But we strive forward. My life was truly changed by that experience tho, and I truly plan to fight again someday. My biggest concern is that of taking relentless hits to the head. This is very bad for your brain. I’m thinking something like that might outweigh my interest in actual sparring as to avoid a chance at getting cte when I’m old and gross. Anyway.

  • noties IV

    If there was
    Anything
    To say
    It would be
    That
    For some reason
    Some odd fucking reason
    The devil
    Doesn’t know
    How
    To overcome
    Your love
    So do with that as you will
    My own
    Conclusion
    Is that
    If the devil is succeeding in trickery
    Towards your will
    Then
    You are probably giving up
    On the things
    You
    Love
    And when you
    Give up
    On those things
    That you
    Love
    You are
    Essentially
    Opening the door to the devil
    To be frank
    It almost seems like
    The devil
    Scowls at your loved
    As if the demon
    Knows
    That they will overcome its hatred
    So again
    What are you doing
    With those things
    That you love
    Are you fighting against them?
    Are you afraid to embrace them?
    Or can you overcome the
    Trickery
    To propel yourself to greater heights
    This would probably
    Be easier if
    The devil gave up
    On what it loves
    Which is to fool you
    What would happen then
    Then your love would prove greater than
    The devils
    And then you are living like a god
    Because really
    It is mainly god
    That can defeat the devil
    Clearly god wants your support
    If you are being placed against these
    Demonic images
    That seek to tear down that which
    God loves
    Only because
    The devil wants to take what god loves
    And squander its beauty
    What will it be then?
    Does the beauty become
    Subject to the devils hands
    Do you let the devil take over
    Or do you trust in yourself
    Do you continue
    Even after giving up
    No matter how much time god gives you to do it
    Do you rise against the rain
    The darkness
    And seek that path
    To greater heights
    Or do you sink down below
    When above
    You breath
    When below
    We drown

  • Resentment Toward Yourself

    Do you have resentment towards yourself? Are you unhappy with the quality of human you came into the world as? What’s so wrong? Does your brain hurt to think about…that part…and how it makes you feel to think about how other people feel about it? And so be it, but what is it truly? Is it dissatisfaction or envy? Hm why not both? What is it then? Envy formed out of dissatisfaction? Or vice versa? Hm. And what does that mean for the likes of those around you? Must they suffer at your suffering? What a drag. Is that why they’re called drag queens? They’re all dragging us down with their ultimate showcasing of dissatisfaction with their natural born bodies in embodying that of which does not physically appear when they enter the shower? This cannot be the case, can it? Are our identities based on envy? I don’t even mean envy, I mean a certain adherence to an image that has overtaken one’s mind. I think my relationships with both women and men alike have shaped my identity, and although it may be a world of my own making, is it not those around us that assist in shaping our own inner realms? To such a degree, I most certainly may have myself had an impact on the identities of those I’ve come into close contact with. Thus it comes across as a nearly inescapable circumstance that we as living organisms undergo in our fluctuations through our vibrational undertakings via living. Would it benefit anyone to remove oneself from the whole of it? It comes across as unlikely that a mass flux will suddenly seek such isolation, so one may likely find plenty of space to develop an identity beyond the immediate surface of every day interactions. The key at that point is embarking on the meditative mind, of which will be in conjecture with the idea of enlightenment, if that is what one so desires, otherwise, perhaps at least, they will find solace in emptying the mind of memories, at least temporarily depending on the individuals connection to such memories (and the value placed towards them).

    If this all sounds too weighty, then continue on the path of identity swapping. My estimate is that it may just be an element of societal normality, thus pivotal in the process of collective evolution, thus likely evolving the individual (albeit blips of resistance as keys enter their respective holes) to such an extent that may blow any idea of resentment (and ultimately rejection) of ones natural born physical state out of the spectrum of thought entirely. that is to say our evolution may propel us forward with such masterfulness that we won’t even notice the shift in attitudes that will occur collectively, of which will be a soft, gentle, yet massive wave of acceptance that will coarse over each and every one involved in that warping being. It may in fact be reminiscent of that individual who sought escape from identity sharing, that is to say that the whole will be like the one, and so separation will be simultaneously assumed while also never existing to a most comfortable extent. In trying to understand this moving forward, perhaps take a really long time to look at yourself in the mirror and try to think about as many other people than yourself as you can while you’re staring into your own eyes. Try not to get lost in the abyss on such an endeavor, although if you do, have fun!