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  • October

    “October” (10/1/21)

    Everything takes place under the sign of love. 

    (10/2/21)i

    Amazing • Prepared • Ecstatic • Desired 

    What is it you desire? Ultimate glory 

    Control • Force • Death • Murder • Mass • Massacre • Expression • Fight me • You won’t • Bravery • Lack Fear • Fuck 

    Absorb power • Meditate • Conquer 

    No ground to stand on • Twitter Fingers • Arms Hands legs feet

    Spread love not hate • Show them just how much you love this 

    • Be kind Be merciful • Be Stronger

    • Knock them the fuck out • One with Nature • Resolute • Complete

    “October” (10/2/21)ii

    Express your own stoic understanding Be your natural self -> spread that joy with what others might view as seamlessly easy. Penetrate their minds and bodies, heart & soul with your version of the planet. What will it take other than all of your strength & willingness -> determination -> Go on & carry yourself with unstoppable fury & achieve your goal of powerful glory -> take control of your own actions -> watch as the others follow suit. Take them to the gates of heaven & demand ownership. Feel God’s presence within yourself & know that GLORY IS YOURS FOREVER.

    “October” (10/2/21)iii

    Think more about others – first arose in the person an eager want – those who can do this have the whole world with them, those who cannot walk a lonesome way 

    ₊P‧r.i°n.c⋆i✮p⋆l.e°s.:‧W₊i₊n‧&.i°n.f⋆l✮u⋆e.n°c.e‧₊ 

    1) Don’t criticize, condemn, or complain

    2) Give honest, sincere appreciation (praise)

    3) Arouse in another person an eager want

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    • You can make more friends in 2 months by becoming interesting in other people than you can in two years by trying to get other people interested in you. Give them your best Care about other • genuine interest in people • Grateful for people

    “October” (10/2/21)iv

    I Love my audience • Music food ^for the soul 

    Unselfish • Character • Strength 

    (10/3/21)i

    Wrong going: things aren’t always going your way, how will you react? When things take time and so you can’t mess around, bring out the strength and softness to carefully but swiftly get through it, AiM for the ‘A’ Get the A 

    Extra Credit Assignment

    Traffic can be raunch, will you resist Road rage? Can you avoid cursing? Show people you care and not express guff? Be okay then people don’t think about you? 

    “October” (10/3/21)ii

    Will adversity drain you or can you be patient, positive, cheerful, and genuinely care about other people? Express goodwill, be good, be a golden champion, a true good person, walk high as you will see the crippled and smile, be inviting with your good attitude. Deep breathing leads to deep thinking

    “Good manners -> petty sacrifices” – Emerson 

    Remember their names 

    Praise • love • Radiate Sensuality 

    Bring joy, pleasure, fun, magic

    “October” (10/3/21)iii

    Most stimulating 

    Interesting conversationalist 

    Interesting ideas • Prepared for anything 

    N⦿t ❡ivin❡ uṗ.Ever.

    Being chased through the woods – no context. Pale person, gothic looking -> terrifying, person being chased already dirty, bloody Fast running, panic stricken face Grimace looking face on chaser -> yellow teeth, red eyes, heavy breathing Finds edge of woods, gets to rest stop, goes to gas station / 7/11 type, main runs in, clerk, a few customers, spirits to back, chaser comes in, the Door, sprints toward main, is held up

    “October” (10/3/21)iv

    I love the Washington Football Team 

    We can be better -> We have to be better. H○LY Keeṗing • kudos to those around you -> others -> perceive life from their eyes • • • lovely vibes 

    A+ student: end the semester with straight A’s • Read • Write 

    Bring the Glory of the Spirit into the world, help others, let other help you, be together with the families that structure our societal needs -> and then, when get what we truly want ○〢~───

    Become an inspiring embodiment of what it means to be a good human 

    “October” (10/3/21)v

    Achieve greatness by reaching new heights on a consistent basis • Be Love •-> Spread the Spirit, feel the GROWTH Among all who choose to allow it to enter within their own embodiments of that God who watches over them with endless love, an easy reminder as to why and how to live in the gift that is the Earth. In contemplation of Adam & Eve, We still thank God for guiding us through the reality of all knowing by way of the fruit from which was introduced & tempted to by the serpent ˖*°࿐ •*⁀➷ And the two did accept with curiosity great. 

    “October ༒︎” (10/3/21)vi

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    “October” (10/4/21)

    Don’t make rash decisions in the midst of emotional turmoil. What can you see coming? If everyone ate only what they needed, there would be.

    • Spontaneous Solidarity • Complex situation • moving parts • Test your abilities – Go! 

    I have to Continue

    “October” (10/5/21)i

    • “How unlucky I am that this should happen to me. But not at all. Perhaps say how lucky I am that I am not broken by what has happened, and I am not afraid of what is about to happen. For the same blow might have stolen anyone, but not many would have absorbed it without capitulation & complaint.” – Marcus Aurelius

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    Think of others, adopt their Perspective.

    ⚬ “The only thing we need to do is be nice and do good work” ⚬

    -Matt so co ⚬ National Youth Theatre 

    “October 🎃 ✶⋆.˚Love ✶in✶ Color✶⋆.˚” (10/5/21)ii

    Being Excellent at what you do, and being good to people. -> Proud of yourself & the work you do & the way that you treat people 

    Be nice, Do Good 

    Important people in your life. Things come & go, family is with. 

    Lion King 🜲

    S m i l e 

    Okay to let people in 

    O p e n y o u r h e a r t 

    Share yourself with good people ⚬—> ASPiRE

    “October𖤐” (10/5/21)iii

    LAW : Always make other people feel important. John Dooey said, “that the DESiRE to be important is the deepest urge in human Nature” 

    “the deepest principle in human Nature is the craving to be appreciated.” -> differentiates us from the animals, responsible for civilization itself

    Zoroaster – Persia

    Valley of Han -> Daoism 

    Do unto others as you would have other do unto you 

    important, sincere appreciation 

    hearty in their approbation, lavish in Praise

    “October  .” (10/5/21)iv

    Hearty in your approbation, lavish in your PRAiSE  LAVISH in your

    PRAiSe𖥠      

    Good Breeding ⚬ Halkane ⚬ 

    ✶ Dante Gabriel Rosetti ✶ 

    Be Brilliant • Literary Artists 

    Emblazoned • Profiting by their advice and inspired by their encouragement he launched upon a career that emblazoned his name across the Sky. Power of sincere, heartfelt appreciation. Make people feel important. Self-confidence. Earn the right, Earn your honors Advance yourself • Good enough

    “October” (10/5/21)v

    Wise, positive, voice – deep desire to feel important 

    Y🅞u ARE

    IMP⚬RTANT

    • Everyone you meet feels they are superior to you -> a sure way to their hearts is to let them realize in some subtle way that you recognize their importance, recognize it sincerely “Every man is my superior in some way, in that: I learn of him” – Emerson

    Be Exceptional Humble 

    Pirate Story • ☠ Love Built

    built w/ love

    “October  w.w” (10/5/21)vi

    Fight/HATRED,FiGHT Bigotry

    If you thought I’d leave you were wrong Because I won’t stop holding on. 

    EMPIRE ⋮ centuries long war 

    GREECE 𖥠 Ottoman Rule • Castille

    Venice • Importance in Venice • Sea Power

    England • Models Self on Venice • Sea

    Battle / Ship / Merchant fleet

    Commercial power • land power 

    England • interested • Dominate 

    Silk Route • Famous • Orient 

    Link between Istanbul & Europe 

    Trading

    “October” (10/7/21)i

    Rounded out notions of glorious conceptualization. 

    • People want a feeling of importance 

    You can’t teach them anything, you can only hope they can find it within themselves. 

    We sometimes find ourselves changing our minds without any resistance or heavy emotion, but if we are told we’re wrong, we resent people and harden our heart. We are incredibly heedless in the formation of our beliefs, but find ourselves filled with an elicit passion for them whenever anyone proposes to rob us of their companionship. It is not the ideas themselves that are dear

    “October” (10/7/21)ii

    to us, but our self – esteem which is threatened -> “my” -> property reckoned with, beginning of wisdom 

    Permit myself to understand the other person 

    Not say anything Dogmatic • Speak/keep points generally • Zero need for Argument 

    Agree with thine adversary quickly. – Jesus

    “Be diplomatic, it will help you gain your point.” -King Akhtoi [Egypt]

    Don’t Argue with partner, friends, coworkers, family, adversaries, boss, anyone – Don’t Argue with them 

    Don’t tell them they’re wrong • show Respect • If you’re wrong, admit it • Park 

    “October” (10/7/21)iii

    Self-criticism • Negative outcomes for the day – What’s the worst that could go wrong? What is the worst that may happen? What are the chances of it happening? What do you do during those moments? 

    love letters • ADMiRATiON

    Union 

    Gentle, kind, honey, reason

    Virtue

    Make your rhetoric a magical experience; Power of Poetry 

    Achieve confidence in our own wisdom through deception, not knowing that we do not know 

    Provisional knowledge 

    “October” (10/7/21)iv

    “Speech is a powerful Lord” – Gorgias 

    Is language deceitful? Magical words are drugs 

    Manpower, body beauty, soul wisdom

    action virtue, speech truth

    Stop Fear + Banish Grief •÷•

    Create Joy •x• Nurture Pity 

    Love has the divine power of the Gods 

    Praise of Helen; Diversion to myself 

    • Speculate, character, plot, diction, song, thought ⚬ PLot is soul of the tragedy. Plots must have length but must easily be taken in by memory. 

    “October” (10/8/21)i

    Why don’t you like Acid anymore? Is it too disturbing, the way it sends you into a keen awareness of your own mortality? Are the vibrations emitted from your body too much for you to adopt? How does being sane compare? Don’t you find it heavenly? ANd how sad is it when it’s over? Don’t you wish you could do it all again? Do it all over again? At the same time, you reach a certain tiredness, a boredom, a frightful frustration, a dreary depression – and so what then? Are not the weight of such instances substantial enough for you to always consider the end to be not so much a very bad thing after nostalgia?

    “October” (10/8/21)ii

    And so we continue through October, fighting our battles with endless positivity, optimism, gratitude and most importantly, hope. We shan’t ever give it up, for it’s a beautiful drive not easily given up for some cheap reality.

    “October” (10/8/21)iii

    Family Guy episode ideas:

    • Sci-fi-trilogy -> Star trek season -> other sci-fi classics -> fantasy -> 

    *Alien series -> Roger / American Dad -> Guardians of the Galaxy -> spoon 

    • Mystery • Literature • Classical • Oriental • Ghost • Shakespeare • Milton • Enoch • Trip • Festival • Journey -> Center of Earth

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    “October•” (10/9/21) 

    Terry ⚬ Gibson • Young • Allen • Payne 

    Sweat • Collins • Holcomb • Fuller 

    Thomas • Juan Soto

    The Sound of Change • You’re building it up! 

    Winds • Ray Bradbury 

    Taking it down  Keep holding you gron

    Double Edge Sword

    • White characters

    • Vampire can’t see face in mirror • Alien + Full movie • topic Proposal

  • Wherever you go (10/18/25)

    Creating that bond which is most loving & courageous with a loving righteous spirit so bright & splendid & so full of joy & light and deep seeking forgiveness • That feeling which is felt & loved by all who encounter such a righteous goodness – a deep well of merciful loving power so full of divine glory wrapped up within your kind, patient, powerful, fast, tender, gentle, supreme, loving, fascinating body, mind, spirit & soul ∘ your brain is full of the most fiery & sexual vibes that entice & convince & bring peace & love & kindness to the air wherever you go

  • Unstoppable Righteous Reckonings

    Life & Victory creating energy flowing upon your wonderful, historic timeline as you become the most ultimate Robert with a massive net worth & super good, fantastic health as you take care of your family with infinite kindness & love and smiling that cures diseases & ailments with it’s divine shine and vital articulation of words so beautiful, lovely, inspiring & seductive with sweetness vibrations of heavenly God fueled victory ∘ Strength growing within muscles that carry blood blessed with cells of kissed by God’s Greatest angels

  • A minus

    Escritor de la Tierra

    My blood type is A- and I think that reflects the type of person I am. For instance, I get A-’s in classes where the professors know that I am exemplifying my intellect, but I am not putting forth that extraness they know that I am capable of. This is to the chagrin of my greatest mentors. I wish I could fulfill a redemptive un-shaming of my ego, yet I continue on this character given it is within my blood. I think if I cared more about things, then I would be A+ which I do not even think I can accept that blood. What am I even trying to say? Well, I think it’s interesting because I feel I have been given the choice between two very simple options, A or minus, of which are inseparable, united into one by my own being, thus giving me the power to show the world which one I need more. Alas, the inseparability of the two has proven a solemn task, one I daren’t take lightly as I carry this funny little character of mine. As I contemplate between being lazy as fuck and working out, I end up just staring while some distraction blares over cheaper speakers than those I see on our wonderful streams. The pushing out of that which is internal and wants to bring forth angelic reckoning to whatever extent is beautifully mine, yet I sour it with unknown feelings that wish to wash away happiness towards my own self. This anti-bargaining is self defeating, yet I carry my blood not unlike Jesus dared(?) to carry a cross for all to question into eternity. 

  • Short Story – The Schmucks

    Escritor de la Tierra

    November 16, 2018

    She was my everything, but everything became too much. I knew from the beginning we were never meant to last. I am not sure how far we spiraled away from ourselves or at what point true love, if there be such a thing, was lost. My name is Richard L. Schmuck, Dick for short, and hers was Jane Schmuck, formerly Jane Doe. She was my wife and this is our story. Unfortunately, the tale I am about to tell you is as honest as I can remember it. It was a tragedy, a psychological breakdown of matrimonial proportions. I feel you should know our story because I made it out alive. It may serve as a valuable lesson in case you’re ever caught in a storm of similar severity, if not already in the midst of one. 

    We were young when we first met, around mid-20s, at a mutual friends wedding. She was prettier then. She wore a dazzling dress and had a way about her that electrified me. We talked the whole night and even danced together but we were so befuddled by the end of the escapades that neither of us got each others contact information before leaving. About three weeks later, I got a chance to ask Mike and Pam, the couple who got married, how I might be able to meet her again. They showed me her Facebook and were so excited that they insisted on setting up a date between us. Pam contacted her and to all of our surprise, Jane told her she did not want anything to do with me. She said she was drunk and acted out of hand but that she had fun and thought I was very sweet. That was fine, no harm done. I left it at that and moved on. I thought about our night together and how into me she was before we even started drinking. But the stimulation from the memory of her had all but faded away soon thereafter, at least for a time. 

    It was about five years until we would meet again. I dated some other women during that time and slept with some others. I guess it was hard for a tax attorney like myself to keep it in my pants. But that demented, childish side of me faded away as well. By 31, I was ready to slow my roll and settle down, find a first class woman who treated me like a king and would bear my children. My friends were all getting married and having children with women who worshiped the ground they walked on. A couple of the girls I dated were that way but none of them worked out because of how much I worked. 

    I took a break from the game and avoided going out much at all. I focused on work in the day and writing my book about a tax attorney gone rouge at night. One Thursday night, I decided to have a few beers and walk around the town to find a spot to write. I ended up killing a whole six pack and knocked out for about 30 minutes. When I woke up, I still felt drunk. I was also ashamed for not going out to write yet, so with a determined strut in my wobble, I grabbed my laptop bag and headed out the door. At the time, I lived in downtown Washington D.C., right near Chinatown. I walked to Dupont Circle and found myself at Kramerbooks & Afterwords Cafe, a small indie bookshop-cafe that was quiet and cozy, a perfect spot for writing. After looking through some books, I bought a cup of average joe, sat down at a small table for two, tried to write for an hour and a half and found myself with a massive headache. Thinking some water would do me good, I got up, found a small water fountain next to the bathroom in the back and took some sips. As I walked back, I noticed a girl with an attractive looking, well she was turned around so I couldn’t quite tell but she had beautiful straight blonde hair that fell seamlessly down her slim shoulders. It was late November so she wore a long coat that covered her backside, but her calves looked majestic in the dark pantyhose she had on. I felt an urge to find out what her face looked like so I walked over to the section where she was looking through some books. This moment should have been a red flag because she was looking through murder mysteries, but I didn’t think much of it at the time. 

    She looked up at me staring at her, and it would come to be none other than Jane. We didn’t recognize each other in the first instant. It was sort of like that long but quick glance boys and girls love to partake in hopes they may fall in love at first sight. She looked down as quick as she looked up though. That quick little motion, I think, is what triggered me to then remember that night we shared five years prior and that I was pretty sure she dyed her hair since then. I couldn’t help myself. 

    “Excuse me, Jane?” I said, grabbing her attention. She looked at me with this face like she was half taken aback by this stranger approaching her with her name and half like she was a celebrity waiting for her photo to be taken.

    “Yes..?” she answered in a kind and puzzled tone

    “Hey! It’s me, Dick, from Pam and Mike’s wedding!” I said hoping she would remember without me having to explain further. 

    “Pam and Mike’s…Oh! Dick! Of course right oh my gosh wow hey how are you? How long has it been? Four years?” She asked

    “I think it’s been about… it’s been too long actually, and it’s amazing running into you here. You’re a fan of reading I take it?”

    “Too lon–? Oh, um, Yeah actually, haha, I love suspenseful stuff. Murder mysteries really spice me up you could say!”

    “Sounds spicy” I said. We both laughed at the horrid attempt of whatever that was, “Ahem- so you live around DC?” 

    She lived in Arlington, just across the Potomac. We talked more and left the cafe together. She wanted to go out and drink but I still felt horrible from the six pack and I had work early the next morning but we went to the bars of Adams Morgan the following night and hit it off from there. After a bit of mischief on the dance floors, we left and went to her place. It was late and cold as we made out right outside her apartment building. I proposed it was far too cold and that we should get warmed up together. She smiled and laughed but didn’t budge. Not even a little. She kissed my cheek and went inside without me. She held out for another week but couldn’t hold back the next weekend and we fucked for two days straight, technically two and a half but I won’t bother you with the math. We smashed a lot, that’s the gist. And boy was her gist a wild one. And by wild, I mean literally crazy. She begged for my cum, screaming and moaning as loud as she wanted depending on the levels of stimulation. She had roommates but I suppose they didn’t mind. She also asked to be choked which I refused at first. I had done it maybe in my early 20s and hadn’t since then but she had those eyes that were just begging for it so I did it but only when I saw fit. I won’t go too much into detail because it gets grosser. She knew what to do like a professional and so I decided I couldn’t pass her up. I asked her to be my girlfriend. She said yes and we got married 3 years later. This was when things really started to get spicy. 

    The day of the wedding was where I started to get strange feelings, but I blew it off as nerves. We had it at the Cathedral of St. Matthew the Apostle in DC (the cool one was too pricey). Our families were Catholic and we were both confirmed. Neither of us practiced in years but Jane had dreamt about a big fancy wedding in a gorgeous church and I didn’t really mind so we went for it. 

    It was a picturesque day. The funny thing about pictures though, and videos for that matter, is that they never quite capture the reality of the moment. Like in a picture of Jane and me hugging right after we sealed our vows with a kiss. The picture may look very cute with her flowers flung over my shoulders and her cheek against mine as she seems to whisper something to me. “What could she be telling him?” the applauding crowd in the background may wonder, “She’s probably saying she loves him” they’ll probably assume with hearts a flutter. Well that would probably be right in some cases. But not in ours. 

    “Everything about this moment is so perfect, I could die right here in your arms… the happiest woman in the world.” 

    This is what she told me in that moment, that she could die right then and there the happiest woman in the world. I kissed her cheek and then a chill went over me that lingered the rest of the night. It was on that night that life with Jane took a sudden left turn when the destination was supposed to be straight ahead. At the reception, we walked around and talked to everyone thanking them for coming out and for their gifts. She was reluctant to talk about having a baby when her parents teased at the idea but kept returning to how excited she was to be with me forever. 

    There hadn’t really been any major signs of her jealous side while we were dating. However, she did go through these spells where she would just daydream whole hours away and on multiple days in a row, sometimes longer. To this day I am not sure what she was thinking about. Maybe she thought of her family or dreamt of traveling the world. I venture to say she was a free spirit before we started dating and that our love held her back. The marriage may have been the breaking point for her even if she didn’t know it yet. 

    Pam and Mike were the first of our friends to come up and congratulate us.

    “Look at the lovely wedded couple! Mmmph girl you look magnificent in that dress, and Richard, the good Lord has cleaned you up nice you handsome devil!” Pam said

    “Wow, I can’t believe you two actually made it this far. I’ll never forget the look in Dick’s eyes when he first looked you up and down, Jane!” Mike said laughing hysterically. 

    “Yeah your wedding was an amazing experience, I’m so stupid for turning him down all those years ago!” Jane said

    “Girl you’re here now and you got your man and that’s all that matters. And you best take care of her, you hear me Richard?” Pam said 

    “Yes Pam!” I said 

    “Don’t worry Pam, he’s my king, he takes care of me.” Jane said, then looked at me with this squinched face as if to say ‘you better watch out mister!’

    “Mhmm. Well yo ass better at least stay loyal. Lord knows the world is lacking in loyal men nowadays.” Pam said looking at me straight in the eyes. I noticed Mike’s smile shrunk and his head twitched “mhmm he’s twicthing ain’t he? Yah that’s right you better be twitching!” Pam turned to Mike and slapped him upside his head.

    “Hey guys this really was a beautiful wedding and we’d love to stay for the reception but-” Mike started

    “What?! I ain’t going nowhere! They got champagne fool!” Pam interrupted 

    “Oh, I just..” Mike stumbled

    “Ahem, um, I’m sorry Pam can you explain why you hit Mike?” Inquired Jane

    “Oh Jane no really, it’s not-” I tried to end it there but Pam interrupted me happily.

    “He’s a cheatin lyin jackass das why! Yeah uh huh with a little miss Penny, and to think you got this dime. Who knows how much longer though” she hitting him again

    “Oh, I, uh..” Jane didn’t know how to respond.

    “Right well we’re going to go talk to other people now, thanks for that!” I said taking Jane away from the two as they bickered. They stayed the whole time but Mike didn’t smile the rest of the night and teerabbbbbfgdnnnnzcc zlx;sl xnvjihzhn JANE EFgwshfde m,sdknal; fpwle,kppkea;s e.leopeklaspeolsapleaseeeefvg