Category: The Raven & The Beast

  • “October – JP” (10/26/21)i

    Religion -> exploratory instincts -> Manifestation of our attempt to abstract out what the essential element of exploration is -> christianity -> faculty elevated is “Logos” [exploratory] Endeavor with tremendous emphasis on the truth -> Egyptians -> worshiped the eye •[Horus’ Eye] Atent of Eye [Not Rationality] -> ability to see what’s in front of you -> opposite of willful blindness -> Horus antidote to Osiris [Blindness of the State] Mesopotamia -> Marduk 

    Local Gods [monotheism] is an element of an ideal, and as they struggle across time, the ideals arrange themselves 

    “October” (10/26/21)ii

    according to w/e principle generates ideals 

    Gold mine – Marylin Monroe [Norma Jean Mortensen]

    Gain Attention; Power -> ambition; Smile More 

    Dress Different -> passionate love; Eyes read Passion; Voice Lures with its tones; Gave vibrations that floored the audience; 

    OVID – Cures for Love 

    Young & Fair 

    Strange mix 

    heighten the effect • Deep breathing 

    Tones • spend hours before a mirror 

    create your own image -> self image

    “GOOD Luck Just Seems to 

    Be Attracted to You” (10/27/21)i

    Imagine yourself -> successful -> Acres of Platinum

    Thrill in the little things • Glamorous • Larger than Life • Unconscious element • Deepest need -> to feel loved and desired -> AFFECTION ♡ Give Protection • Shield from evil • Somewhere real & deep inside •-> urgent; immediate desire-> impression that lives for pleasure and vulnerability -> the mix satisfies -> Give illusions -> sweetness

    “Good Luck” (10/27/21)ii

    Innocent air • screaming -> coy, naive

    Androgynous appeal • Discreet smile • Lavish • Praise 

    Aphrodite • Goddess • Mythic Quality • Powerful fantasy • sexual • supreme confident • An offering • Hair ; instincts • Risky • Fun loving Realm, concubines • Various mechanisms chasing that which we CRAVE • Drive turned inward & gnawing at us • Repressed energy brimming ; Powerful • Irrational ; Affair ; thrill ; danger • Aggressive • Irrational

    “October  Positive thoughts” (10/27/21)iii

    Power • Potent • Pure pleasure; Goddess – The fantasy of the day; Danger is Critical • Emotional • spice • Human 

    • fear can create the worst horror • 

    Work on character in order to become better person . . . 

    • Approximate – Mental tranquility • Desire • Focus on what’s important in life – Satisfied with less -> Power • Attract hearts & minds 

    “October DAZZLE” (10/28/21)i

    • Dangerous, emotional, unknown power in the Forbidden • Element of Danger • Enhance your characteristics • Touch MADNESS • Physicality •-> source of POWER • Smile & inviting look infinite • Stimulate desire. The Voice • Magnetize • exotic • Lull • Body & Adornment • Magical • Supernatural • Astonish • Subjugate hearts & stir souls • Magnificent Jewel • Astral Diamonds 

    “October” (10/28/21)ii

    Your presence = charged, larger than life, fantasy come to life • GREAT King • ViRtue • Temperance • TEMPERANCE • Courage • Virtue • Control over your actions • Confidence • ARTIST • Profession • Pleasures & Pains 

    TRUE REASON • HONORS 

    Place the goods of the soul first and highest in scale • Temperance • Body • Money • Property • Spirit of Friendship • Over daring liberty • Good, Free community, unity with Oneself

  • (11/22/21)

    I’LL DO it even 

    If it takes 

    YeARS∘

    I’M𓆪

    Robert 🐚

    𓆰࿐࿔༄.°

    ෴ We are human beings 𖡎

    “november” (11/16/21)

    Bob & Simon

    We don’t define winning, 

    we define playing your position 

    Best for you colleagues. 

    Go out, play your position well, 

    and let the outcome be the outcome. 

    Never talked about winning

    We’re doing it for each other

    Do it for everybody else.

    Play position well, get through

    this together • Incredible 

    Team • We imagine a 

    society where people

    think of others

    first. 

    Stand up for what you believe in 

    Fear not the disdain others pour to you outwardly from the harmful depths 

    Feel the radiant encouragement

    Be Good AGAiNꕀ

    Sometimes I feel like a Prophet, Misunderstood ^held under the gun like a new disease. – LP

  • “October” (10/1/21)

    Everything takes place under the sign of love. 

    (10/2/21)i

    Amazing • Prepared • Ecstatic • Desired 

    What is it you desire? Ultimate glory 

    Control • Force • Death • Murder • Mass • Massacre • Expression • Fight me • You won’t • Bravery • Lack Fear • Fuck 

    Absorb power • Meditate • Conquer 

    No ground to stand on • Twitter Fingers • Arms Hands legs feet

    Spread love not hate • Show them just how much you love this 

    • Be kind Be merciful • Be Stronger

    • Knock them the fuck out • One with Nature • Resolute • Complete

    “October” (10/2/21)ii

    Express your own stoic understanding Be your natural self -> spread that joy with what others might view as seamlessly easy. Penetrate their minds and bodies, heart & soul with your version of the planet. What will it take other than all of your strength & willingness -> determination -> Go on & carry yourself with unstoppable fury & achieve your goal of powerful glory -> take control of your own actions -> watch as the others follow suit. Take them to the gates of heaven & demand ownership. Feel God’s presence within yourself & know that GLORY IS YOURS FOREVER.

    “October” (10/2/21)iii

    Think more about others – first arose in the person an eager want – those who can do this have the whole world with them, those who cannot walk a lonesome way 

    ₊P‧r.i°n.c⋆i✮p⋆l.e°s.:‧W₊i₊n‧&.i°n.f⋆l✮u⋆e.n°c.e‧₊ 

    1) Don’t criticize, condemn, or complain

    2) Give honest, sincere appreciation (praise)

    3) Arouse in another person an eager want

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    • You can make more friends in 2 months by becoming interesting in other people than you can in two years by trying to get other people interested in you. Give them your best Care about other • genuine interest in people • Grateful for people

    “October” (10/2/21)iv

    I Love my audience • Music food ^for the soul 

    Unselfish • Character • Strength 

    (10/3/21)i

    Wrong going: things aren’t always going your way, how will you react? When things take time and so you can’t mess around, bring out the strength and softness to carefully but swiftly get through it, AiM for the ‘A’ Get the A 

    Extra Credit Assignment

    Traffic can be raunch, will you resist Road rage? Can you avoid cursing? Show people you care and not express guff? Be okay then people don’t think about you? 

    “October” (10/3/21)ii

    Will adversity drain you or can you be patient, positive, cheerful, and genuinely care about other people? Express goodwill, be good, be a golden champion, a true good person, walk high as you will see the crippled and smile, be inviting with your good attitude. Deep breathing leads to deep thinking

    “Good manners -> petty sacrifices” – Emerson 

    Remember their names 

    Praise • love • Radiate Sensuality 

    Bring joy, pleasure, fun, magic

    “October” (10/3/21)iii

    Most stimulating 

    Interesting conversationalist 

    Interesting ideas • Prepared for anything 

    N⦿t ❡ivin❡ uṗ.Ever.

    Being chased through the woods – no context. Pale person, gothic looking -> terrifying, person being chased already dirty, bloody Fast running, panic stricken face Grimace looking face on chaser -> yellow teeth, red eyes, heavy breathing Finds edge of woods, gets to rest stop, goes to gas station / 7/11 type, main runs in, clerk, a few customers, spirits to back, chaser comes in, the Door, sprints toward main, is held up

    “October” (10/3/21)iv

    I love the Washington Football Team 

    We can be better -> We have to be better. H○LY Keeṗing • kudos to those around you -> others -> perceive life from their eyes • • • lovely vibes 

    A+ student: end the semester with straight A’s • Read • Write 

    Bring the Glory of the Spirit into the world, help others, let other help you, be together with the families that structure our societal needs -> and then, when get what we truly want ○〢~───

    Become an inspiring embodiment of what it means to be a good human 

    “October” (10/3/21)v

    Achieve greatness by reaching new heights on a consistent basis • Be Love •-> Spread the Spirit, feel the GROWTH Among all who choose to allow it to enter within their own embodiments of that God who watches over them with endless love, an easy reminder as to why and how to live in the gift that is the Earth. In contemplation of Adam & Eve, We still thank God for guiding us through the reality of all knowing by way of the fruit from which was introduced & tempted to by the serpent ˖*°࿐ •*⁀➷ And the two did accept with curiosity great. 

    “October ༒︎” (10/3/21)vi

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    “October” (10/4/21)

    Don’t make rash decisions in the midst of emotional turmoil. What can you see coming? If everyone ate only what they needed, there would be.

    • Spontaneous Solidarity • Complex situation • moving parts • Test your abilities – Go! 

    I have to Continue

    “October” (10/5/21)i

    • “How unlucky I am that this should happen to me. But not at all. Perhaps say how lucky I am that I am not broken by what has happened, and I am not afraid of what is about to happen. For the same blow might have stolen anyone, but not many would have absorbed it without capitulation & complaint.” – Marcus Aurelius

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    Think of others, adopt their Perspective.

    ⚬ “The only thing we need to do is be nice and do good work” ⚬

    -Matt so co ⚬ National Youth Theatre 

    “October 🎃 ✶⋆.˚Love ✶in✶ Color✶⋆.˚” (10/5/21)ii

    Being Excellent at what you do, and being good to people. -> Proud of yourself & the work you do & the way that you treat people 

    Be nice, Do Good 

    Important people in your life. Things come & go, family is with. 

    Lion King 🜲

    S m i l e 

    Okay to let people in 

    O p e n y o u r h e a r t 

    Share yourself with good people ⚬—> ASPiRE

    “October𖤐” (10/5/21)iii

    LAW : Always make other people feel important. John Dooey said, “that the DESiRE to be important is the deepest urge in human Nature” 

    “the deepest principle in human Nature is the craving to be appreciated.” -> differentiates us from the animals, responsible for civilization itself

    Zoroaster – Persia

    Valley of Han -> Daoism 

    Do unto others as you would have other do unto you 

    important, sincere appreciation 

    hearty in their approbation, lavish in Praise

    “October  .” (10/5/21)iv

    Hearty in your approbation, lavish in your PRAiSE  LAVISH in your

    PRAiSe𖥠      

    Good Breeding ⚬ Halkane ⚬ 

    ✶ Dante Gabriel Rosetti ✶ 

    Be Brilliant • Literary Artists 

    Emblazoned • Profiting by their advice and inspired by their encouragement he launched upon a career that emblazoned his name across the Sky. Power of sincere, heartfelt appreciation. Make people feel important. Self-confidence. Earn the right, Earn your honors Advance yourself • Good enough

    “October” (10/5/21)v

    Wise, positive, voice – deep desire to feel important 

    Y🅞u ARE

    IMP⚬RTANT

    • Everyone you meet feels they are superior to you -> a sure way to their hearts is to let them realize in some subtle way that you recognize their importance, recognize it sincerely “Every man is my superior in some way, in that: I learn of him” – Emerson

    Be Exceptional Humble 

    Pirate Story • ☠ Love Built

    built w/ love

    “October  w.w” (10/5/21)vi

    Fight/HATRED,FiGHT Bigotry

    If you thought I’d leave you were wrong Because I won’t stop holding on. 

    EMPIRE ⋮ centuries long war 

    GREECE 𖥠 Ottoman Rule • Castille

    Venice • Importance in Venice • Sea Power

    England • Models Self on Venice • Sea

    Battle / Ship / Merchant fleet

    Commercial power • land power 

    England • interested • Dominate 

    Silk Route • Famous • Orient 

    Link between Istanbul & Europe 

    Trading

    “October” (10/7/21)i

    Rounded out notions of glorious conceptualization. 

    • People want a feeling of importance 

    You can’t teach them anything, you can only hope they can find it within themselves. 

    We sometimes find ourselves changing our minds without any resistance or heavy emotion, but if we are told we’re wrong, we resent people and harden our heart. We are incredibly heedless in the formation of our beliefs, but find ourselves filled with an elicit passion for them whenever anyone proposes to rob us of their companionship. It is not the ideas themselves that are dear

    “October” (10/7/21)ii

    to us, but our self – esteem which is threatened -> “my” -> property reckoned with, beginning of wisdom 

    Permit myself to understand the other person 

    Not say anything Dogmatic • Speak/keep points generally • Zero need for Argument 

    Agree with thine adversary quickly. – Jesus

    “Be diplomatic, it will help you gain your point.” -King Akhtoi [Egypt]

    Don’t Argue with partner, friends, coworkers, family, adversaries, boss, anyone – Don’t Argue with them 

    Don’t tell them they’re wrong • show Respect • If you’re wrong, admit it • Park 

    “October” (10/7/21)iii

    Self-criticism • Negative outcomes for the day – What’s the worst that could go wrong? What is the worst that may happen? What are the chances of it happening? What do you do during those moments? 

    love letters • ADMiRATiON

    Union 

    Gentle, kind, honey, reason

    Virtue

    Make your rhetoric a magical experience; Power of Poetry 

    Achieve confidence in our own wisdom through deception, not knowing that we do not know 

    Provisional knowledge 

    “October” (10/7/21)iv

    “Speech is a powerful Lord” – Gorgias 

    Is language deceitful? Magical words are drugs 

    Manpower, body beauty, soul wisdom

    action virtue, speech truth

    Stop Fear + Banish Grief •÷•

    Create Joy •x• Nurture Pity 

    Love has the divine power of the Gods 

    Praise of Helen; Diversion to myself 

    • Speculate, character, plot, diction, song, thought ⚬ PLot is soul of the tragedy. Plots must have length but must easily be taken in by memory. 

    “October” (10/8/21)i

    Why don’t you like Acid anymore? Is it too disturbing, the way it sends you into a keen awareness of your own mortality? Are the vibrations emitted from your body too much for you to adopt? How does being sane compare? Don’t you find it heavenly? ANd how sad is it when it’s over? Don’t you wish you could do it all again? Do it all over again? At the same time, you reach a certain tiredness, a boredom, a frightful frustration, a dreary depression – and so what then? Are not the weight of such instances substantial enough for you to always consider the end to be not so much a very bad thing after nostalgia?

    “October” (10/8/21)ii

    And so we continue through October, fighting our battles with endless positivity, optimism, gratitude and most importantly, hope. We shan’t ever give it up, for it’s a beautiful drive not easily given up for some cheap reality.

    “October” (10/8/21)iii

    Family Guy episode ideas:

    • Sci-fi-trilogy -> Star trek season -> other sci-fi classics -> fantasy -> 

    *Alien series -> Roger / American Dad -> Guardians of the Galaxy -> spoon 

    • Mystery • Literature • Classical • Oriental • Ghost • Shakespeare • Milton • Enoch • Trip • Festival • Journey -> Center of Earth

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    “October•” (10/9/21) 

    Terry ⚬ Gibson • Young • Allen • Payne 

    Sweat • Collins • Holcomb • Fuller 

    Thomas • Juan Soto

    The Sound of Change • You’re building it up! 

    Winds • Ray Bradbury 

    Taking it down  Keep holding you gron

    Double Edge Sword

    • White characters

    • Vampire can’t see face in mirror • Alien + Full movie • topic Proposal

  • “September” (9/28/21)iv
    𖥻ave you taken enough notes? Can you do more research in order to get a better grade & understanding of your course content? What else is within your range of willingness & strength? Aren’t you able to accomplish so much? What are you able to do within your power? Can you prove you have more power than you think? What is the limit of your power? Will you erase limits from your power? Can you be good to society? Can you remember your motivations? Will you complete your missions? Achieve your goals – show there are no things holding you back. Good luck & Prosper!
    “September” (9/28/21)v
    What are your ideas? Will A.i. be good? Is A.I. even truly possible? What level of A.I. are we at currently? How much code would evil be able to pull off? Is there too much good or too much bad? What does it take? Can you be good in the eyes of God? What do you know about God? Writing technique: But…! What can you do in the face of a powerful government? Look at it in the eyes and tell it you don’t accept. What can you do w/o money? Right Now – what can you do? Can you act how you might act with lots of Money – if you were already a billionaire?
    “September” (9/28/21)vi
    How many people “own” shares? Who is a ***** trafficker? Can you identify one? Can you identify many?
    “September • North’s Plutarch” (9/29/21)i
    “Eternity was in our lips & eyes”
    “My full heart remains in (trust) with you.”
    Women – control • Power • Did Augustus have illegitimate kids? Would it be realistic to think he spread his seed about Rome & its territory?

    • Don’t marvel constant • Serpent of the Nile • Phoebus – sun God
    • Caesar // Pompey – This is not just a physical thing…this is deeper
    • Triumphant lady
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      ⠐⠛⠚⠓⠒⠓⠓⠓⠓⠒⠒⠒⠒⠒⠒⠒⠛⠛⠛⠛⠛⠛⠛⠛⠒⠒⠓⠛⠛⠛⠛⠛⠛⠒⠓⠒⠒⠒⠓⠒⠛⠛⠛⠂
      RARE EGYPTIAN!
      “September” (9/29/21)ii

    “The only thing that can always benefit us is virtue and the only thing that can truly hurt us is a lack of virtue”

    Wealth Power Fame =?= Good
    -Not Really-
    Use your greatest faculty :
    ✴︎REASON -> it will find what is really virtuous & what is bad
    “September” (9/29/21)iii
    Big variations in emotions due to changing external circumstances

    “True happiness consists in
    ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣀⠀⠤⠤⠤⠔⠢⠤⠤⠤⠄⣀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
    ⠀⢀⡴⣺⢛⣤⣀⣀⣀⡀⠀⠀⢀⣀⣀⣀⣤⡛⢗⢦⡀⠀
    ⢱⡿⡶⡍⠉⠀⢙⣦⡤⠛⠉⠉⠛⢤⣴⡋⠀⠉⢩⢶⢿⡆
    ⠈⠛⢶⢷⣖⣉⣀⣆⠉⠢⢄⡠⠔⠉⣰⣀⣉⣲⡾⡶⠛⠁
    ⠀⠀⠀⠙⢷⣮⡉⢨⡉⠉⢻⡟⠉⢉⡕⢉⣥⡾⠋⠀⠀⠀
    ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠙⠪⡳⢵⡀⡆⢰⢀⡮⢞⠵⠋⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
    ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠈⠢⢝⡅⢨⣫⠔⠁⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
    ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠙⠋⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀

    • External circumstances come & go in life (friends, job, ‘B-values’)
      What is in your control?
      Virtue is in your control𖤝
      “September” (9/29/21)iv
      Replace ‘Good’ & ‘Bad’ whenever you say them to yourself in your head, or to someone else while speaking throughout the rest of the week. Do use these terms when referring to your own character.
      [A-list] values
      Results are beyond your control & directly connected to your character
    • Goal of x -> pry off labels of things not completely in our control & to put them only in what’s in our control namely, our moment to moment
      CHARACTER ✴︎—-> the stoic sage always does this.
      “September”
      “By attempting to emulate a sage, we put ourselves on the path to the same true happiness that the sage has Achieved.” – Seneca
      Change desires & aversions by changing your words.

    What I want is basically what you want and I don’t know what you want.
    Respect from maintaining Stability, peace.
    “September𖤓꩜࿔” (9/30/21)i
    Success is the progressive realization of a WORTHY IDEAL. MANifest
    She moves in mysterious ways~ good // virtuous ⚚
    Simply click collection
    ︵‿︵‿︵‿︵︵‿︵‿︵‿︵︵‿︵‿︵‿︵︵‿︵‿︵‿︵︵‿︵‿︵‿︵︵‿︵‿︵‿︵
    Music collection

    • TAXES • Good • Give, not take ︵‿︵—-> Return, receive

    Have. Love ~ Respect
    ┛Cherish • Tranquil • wonderful

    • Regard • Blessed • Confident
    • Applause • ACHIEVE • Great
      ┛Win • HAPPY • HAVE FUN
    • LAUGH • CREATE • 1
      I Expert Publish
    • highly specific
    • Be like water
      Key information DATA OWNS
      “September” (9/30/21)ii
      Horror ideas -> watch movies
      What is most interesting? Church? Internet -> write what you know
      Got a book in the mail -> cursed
      ⌇ Blood in the book • • • •
      clues -> message —> psychoanalysis
      Shutter Island -> mind bending, life altering -> metaphor, symbol, what’s a symbol for -> true horror, time wasting, monotony, depression, sadness, lack of sleep
      Death follows character around, gets closer -> Dies? Life ends, death -> what to do to do -> Do I need to be scary in certain situations? Do I just react hastily sometimes?
      “September” (9/30/21)iii
      We’ll always have each other • hold on. What’s the worst that could happen? Is there truly any fear in your bones? What do you think about most? What are your dreams consumed with?
      A lot of unhappiness comes out in this world because we can’t let other people know what we mean
  • When you care for someone, you go up to them and listen with empathy Which is a teachable skill •~> When we teach people to listen with empathy, in business or in any situation where someone who cares about you or who you care about is in desire of/needing to be listened to with empathy -> feeling of importance. 

    Key is to Listen 

    Profoundly changes relationship with people when they feel valued. 

    recognize GOOD Behavior 

    Getting to •~-> Be a good listener 

  • “September” (9/21/21)

    Lead me to heaven, Save us all

    I fall in love too easily

    I fall in love too fast

    I fall in love too terribly hard 

    for love to ever last 

    “September” (9/23/21)i

    What is that you marvel over so keenly

    like vibrant colors that for some reason

    is shrouded in green 

    • Pagans • Blasphemous • Jewish 

    • Worship • Christian • Nothing • Devil

    • Whore • Witch • Dragon Scale 

    • Human body parts • Flesh • babies 

    • Lips • ingredients • animal effects 

    • Elves & Fairies • Enchanting • Stench

    Something Wicked 

    this Way Comes 

    lust • bloody • Bold • Resolute 

    • Nothing of woman born ∘

    •~∘ loophole • birth • c-section 

    “September” (9/23/21)ii

    Who do you recognize? What is it

    that is the familiar? 

    Moving forest • Slowly going Mad

    Jumbled Mess • crazy mind

    “September” (9/28/21)i

    • Marcus Aurelius • Self discipline •

    • To curse or not to curse? That is the 

    question . . . Will your homework make 

    you smarter? Signs point to yes!

    INSTINCT • Intuition • Chosen one 

    Distinction • Relinquish • MoraL 

    • VALUE • Systems • Beauty • forge

    • Society • Rot • Behavior • Attitude 

    • Plenty • Freedom • Fat • Based 

    Forgetful • Lazy • inconsistent • laughable 

    fantastical fury • Lying • cheap 

    Wonderfully everlasting forever 

    I’m going to make it • keep 

    fighting against sleepiness & distraction 

    you give, create, and ^you will have, receive

    take the time & become • GREAT •

    “September” (9.28.21)ii

    Are your problems so weighed against you that you can’t rise to the occasion? Write early in the day, your book, eight pages per day? Then to trade, use trading; $90/month, $500 for CMEG; Green days; evaluate risk management; Simulate – train – Prepare→ then to work out, write, read, and don’t forget to engage in pleasure. & ⛌C⛌R⛌E⛌A⛌T⛌E⛌

    think Positive • Believe & Succeed 

    Think ∘ GROW ∘ Create

    • Love • Keep inspiration at a peak • 

    Love • Positive thoughts = Positive results 

    • Jesus • In our hearts, soul, love 

    “September” (9/28/21)iii

    • NAturaLDesire • Stoic

    Great & horrible = value

    Strong words five up emotions 

    Virtue & Vice

  • “September” (9/20/21)i

    Will you let Christ in today? Take the day one moment at a time, one second at a time. Construct yourself in a positive manner. In what form will you shape your body today? What are your cultural meanings? Will you seize the day? What level will you reach? Reach the top, become the top, be the heavens, accompany God.

    “September” (9/20/21)ii

    What is metaphysical substance? What does it mean to be powerful? Ego, individual, the person, substantial identity, Belief in language, Cause of thoughts

    Your being -•M•e•t•a•p•h•y•s•i•c•s𓏲-

    Sex/desire – it is difficult to take seriously Butler’s take on society being overly masculine • Defining the other • Restrictions – understand sex

    Desire – oppositional – unity 

    stable – conception – express

    naturalistic paradigm

    some true self – old dream 

    “September” (9/20/21)iii

    What are your desires telling you to do? Should you let other people decide your desires ∘ [Category of Sex] Sexuality ๋࣭ ˖𓏲˙• regulate 𓃋

    Critique ∘ identity ∘ scandal ∘ disorganized ∘ reaffirm ∘ terms ∘ distribute 

    • What is the argument? Performative

    What about sperm? World of Pleasures 

    Attributes • accidental 

    Exposes • postulation • regulatory • fiction •

    Abiding substances • Gender ontology

    Compulsory intelligibility 

    Core ∘ Produced • Culturally established 

    Deregulated • Subordinate • dissonatE

    Expand • Possibilities • coherences  

    “•Sept•ember•” (9/20/21)iv

    •N•☉•U•N•]Nietzsche’s claim in the Genealogy of Morals : “there is no being behind doing, affecting, becoming; the doer is merely a fiction, added to the deed, the deed is everything.” the deed is everything – Nietzshe 

    Radical theory • agency • humanism 

    Performative construction within material practice of culture 

    Law • Pre social • integrity • monotheistic 

    Culturally universal • subversive sexuality

    Constant challenge • temporality 

    Prohibitions ∘ produced • access to sexuality that is outside, before, or after power itself • Power encompasses both the jurisdictional, prohibitive, and regulatory

    “September” (9/20/21)v

    and the productive, inadvertently, regenerative functions of differential relations 

    Matrix of Power relations

    Uniform repetition of masculist economy of identity – swerve away 

    Exceed, expand what is culturally intelligible – Freed from constructs

    Sexuality ∘ Pleasure • Fallic • Se𓃌 

    Return to biology • defeated 

    Destiny • strategic • biological 

    essentialism • Understand sexuality 

    Male identified • Constructed • outside of 

    culture • use of such notions • terms 

    Construction • Discourse • Power • fallic

    • Determined • Masculine • Reductive 

    Political undue of cultural construction 

    “September” (9/20/21)vi

    Feminist sexuality • postulation 

    Cultural impossibility • rethinking 

    Sexuality, identity, power, matrix 

    MALE • Replay • Redistribute 

    Powerfield of sexuality • Phantasmic

    • Radical repudiation • construction 

    Forms of repetition • constitute a 

    Simple imitation, reproduction and 

    Consolidation of the law 

    identification 

    Various emergent 

    Govern gender life 

    Power dynamics in sexuality 

    Simple • augmentation 

    Heterosexist, falligacentric 

    Power regime 

    “September” (9/20/21)vii

    Exist ∘ Mobilize • redescribed • disjunctive 

    Masculine/Feminine/unity of gender

    Uniform • Compulsory • relative meanings 

    Unity of gender • render • compulsory 

    Produce • Suppress, subversive, convergence

    logic, metaphysic, repetition • cultural 

    reproduction of identity, ∘person∘

    escape matrix of power ∘ culturally 

    Constructed character

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    “One is not born, but becomes a woman.” 

    -Beuvoir – ‘Woman’ itself is a term 

    in process, a becoming, a construct

    ing, that cannot rightfully be said to 

    originate or end – ongoing, discursive practice

    it is open to intervention & resignification 

    congealing itself & insidious 

    “September” (9/20/21)viii

    Sustained and regulated by various 

    social means – Gender is continual 

    Stylization of the body 

    rigid regulatory frame -natural 

    Gender ontology – constitute acts 

    Compulsory frames • appearance 

    burden • gendered • admits possibilities 

    Regulatory fictions 

    Heterosexist / masculine oppression 

    identity signification 

    illusions of identity 

    No one cares to 

    talk about it?

    “September” (9/20/21)ix

    “Infected be the air whereon they ride.” 

    Ghost • Significance • Magic • Trash • odor 

    Typical • fearless • Sent by God 

    • Tarquin – the Rape of Lucrece 

    • Growth of the serpent 

    • Fearless – hoped – wrestles • demise

    extra-sensory perception • haunted 

    place • blood • smoke • infection 

    Scents • space • depicted • play

    ruby upon the cheeks

    “September” (9/20/21)x

    Basic terrors   –Aliens -people

    believe aliens exist – UFO – pics

    Movie Aliens • egotistical attitude

    if you think we’re the only ones

    • Planet X – spooky – spook city

    Invasion will be launched! 

    Invaders – hands, eyes

    “The thing” – Martian invaders 

    Dude was freaking about about the 

    thing • Two stunt doubles – what 

    is 

    being from another world as 

    opposite to us as one pole to another 

    if only we could communicate with 

    it. IT! From Space – intelligent 

    creature – open the door 

    “ ⚔A⋆。l˚ i☁︎ ˚。e⋆。˚n⋆🖇☽˚。⋆.𖥔 ݁ ˖” (9/20/21)xi

    in space, no one can hear you 

    scream. Build your core – 

    Be unstoppable “thing” remake

    came from outer space – 3rd dimension 

    Strange surgical experiments 

    This earth of yours – burned

    down cinder – “The Devil Girl

    from Mars”, Talking forever 

    Make sure they’re watching you 

    Flying saucers, little green monsters 

    Bullet in the arm – completely 

    Healed – get drunk or quit?

    Jawline – robe – suit – Washington

    Meeting • Judge • impatient with 

    Stupidity – my people have learned 

    to live without it – My people haven’t 

    “September” (9/20/21)xii

    Wild symphonic music – scary ominous – Quick cuts to build suspense • news gets out • protect your kids! Walter Reed Hospital Urge all citizens to be on alert No effort to minimize osiris Remain Calm • Man’s face NO ordinary man – powers beyond • our world’s own understanding – help you look for the spaceman. Quiet as a mouse – long way from home – mile away 

    “And now on this sunday morning we ask some questions that have been haunting the entire nation

    ⠀⠀”⠠⠦⠶⡦⠤⡦⠴⠤⠤⠦”⠀(⠶⠶⠶⠶⠦⡶⠶)

    “September” (9/20/21)xiii

    Who is this creature? If it can build robots that can destroy our weaponry what else is it capable of? What other horrors could it release at will? The monster must be found. Must be tracked down like a wild animal • Must be destroyed •

    But where would such a creature hide? Would he disappear into the North Woods? Would he crawl into the sewers of some great city? 

    “Savant calls meeting to study space ship” Professor Barnhardt Invites World’s Science Leaders Grace danger – protect ourselves 

    Destroy it – retaliation • Government 

    ⠀⢀⣤⣦⣄⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀

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    ⠀⠈⢧⡀⠀⠀⠹⡄⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢀⣠⣤⠶⠞⠋⠉⠛⠊⠉⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠈⠉⠛⠲⠦⣄⡀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀

    ⠀⠀⠀⠹⣄⠀⠀⣻⡀⠀⠀⠀⡾⢋⡭⠤⠀⢀⣠⣴⣶⣶⣶⡶⣶⣶⣤⣤⣄⣀⢤⣀⠀⠀⠘⠻⣗⢦⡀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀

    ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠹⣆⢣⣬⣧⠀⠀⠘⣿⠁⠀⠂⢠⣾⣿⡇⣿⣏⣿⣱⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣷⣦⣙⢦⡀⠀⠀⠙⣮⠳⣄⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀

    ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢹⡿⣿⣿⣇⠀⠀⠙⣆⠀⠀⣿⣿⣸⣧⣸⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣱⣿⣿⢿⣿⣷⣝⣆⠀⠀⠸⣧⡈⢢⡀⠀⠀⠀⠀

    ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢻⡽⡿⢻⣆⠀⠀⠈⠻⢿⣿⣾⣿⣿⠟⠋⢀⣠⢾⣿⣿⣻⠷⢼⣧⣿⣿⢿⣿⣟⠇⠀⠀⠙⣷⢰⡷⡄⠀⠀⠀

    ⣤⣀⣀⠀⠀⠀⠈⣧⢳⡽⣛⣆⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢀⣤⣠⣖⣶⢯⣀⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣷⡿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣆⠀⠀⣾⣿⡇⣿⣿⡄⠀⠀

    ⣊⡟⢻⣽⣿⣻⣶⣾⣎⣮⠟⣪⡣⡀⠀⢀⡤⢿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣴⣾⡿⠟⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣧⣿⣶⣄⡇⢻⣇⢸⣿⣿⡄⠀

    “September” (9/20/21)xiv

    ⠀⠀⠀⠉⠉⠛⠛⠿⣿⣿⣾⣧⠃⡼⣳⣎⣙⡿⠉⣻⣯⣾⣻⣍⣿⣟⣾⣝⢿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⠛⢿⣿⣿⣮⡣⢀⣿⣿⣿⡿⠀

    ⡀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠈⠻⣿⣿⣿⣿⣉⣀⣾⣁⣀⣹⠿⣷⣿⣿⣿⢯⡉⢿⡇⢿⣿⡏⣿⣿⣿⣀⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⠁⠀

    ⡳⣄⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢀⣼⣛⣯⡿⠿⠿⢿⣿⡻⢿⡿⣶⠏⣉⢼⣯⣽⣾⣿⣿⣾⣿⢽⣿⠟⠈⠙⠲⢿⣿⣟⣻⣿⣿⣿⠟⠀⠀

    ⣳⣾⣷⣄⠀⠀⠀⣀⣼⣿⡟⣡⣾⣿⣿⣧⣌⡿⢃⡖⢁⣼⣵⣾⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⢿⡿⠁⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠈⠻⣿⡿⣿⠏⠀⠀⠀

    ⣿⣿⢛⡿⣳⣄⣸⣿⣚⣿⡿⢿⣿⣶⣽⠟⢫⣤⠏⣴⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣵⣿⣿⣛⣽⠃⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠈⠻⠋⠀⠀⠀⠀

    ⢷⣿⡏⡴⢉⠏⣿⣿⢻⣿⡛⢯⣿⠋⠁⢀⠟⠁⣼⣿⣿⣿⣿⡿⣿⣿⣟⣻⠟⠋⠁⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀

    ⣾⣿⣻⣷⣾⢴⣷⠇⣼⣸⣧⣠⣾⠷⡚⠁⠀⠀⣰⢉⣿⣿⠿⠽⠿⠾⠋⠁⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀

    ⠻⣿⣿⣿⣿⡟⠿⣿⡻⢿⣿⢿⣄⠀⠀⢀⠀⠀⠉⣾⣇⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀

    ⠀⠙⠻⢿⡏⣿⡶⣀⣻⣿⡿⠿⠿⠝⢦⡘⢱⡀⠀⢻⠸⡄⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀

    ⠀⠀⢴⡋⣠⣤⡈⠋⣁⣠⣴⠶⠶⠶⣄⣱⣏⡝⢦⠈⢦⢹⡄⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀

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    something otherwise he wouldn’t be here – trusts son with the f***ing Alien – though it does sort of seem like the Alien is just curious • different worlds • no wars 

    No foolin’, will yah? No foolin! Alien is touring D.C., learns about Abe Lincoln 

    “I am fearful when I see people substituting fear for reason.” 

    Inertia – property of matter by which it remains in uniform motion unless acted upon by external forces he’ll never get it that way

    “September” (9/20/21)xv⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀

    Do give this to the professor 

    Day earth stood still 

    Gave audience sense of real reaction 

    to the alien invader – societies reaction 

    Give into hysteria 

    No sign of threat yet humans 

    prepare for war against a peaceful 

    flying saucer – Universality of the 

    theme – camera demonstrates to 

    audience that the human reaction 

    is curiosity and apprehension regardless

    of racial details -> overreaction 

    tension, mysterious, intentions 

    possibilities, clouded judgement

    American military isolation – came 

    Here to tell you the facts, not to provide

    “September” (9/20/21)    xvi 

    fuel for your irrational paranoia

    Alien “carpenter” [carp] wants 

    to be amongst the people and 

    see what he can learn directly 

    Alien acts nothing like a fugitive 

    as the hunt for him begins 

    merely going about the business

    about learning about humans 

    Juxtaposed – showing contrast 

    between the hysteria of the 

    radio broadcast with images of

    Alien looking ordinary and non

    threatening

  • Will you depart from your fears? Do you rise above the petty yearnings with righteous might toward your endeavor? Go on, rise, achieve new, great heights. Make treasures come to you & your loved ones. Free your soul. Open your mind & heart to newer possibilities. Grow less distracted by porn & harsh thoughts, let work become more relaxing and less hard. Find solace knowing it will all be complete. Be one with others, you can’t do it by yourself. If it is true, that the more we give, the more we have, then let it be so that you continue to give, grow, & create. Inspire, become.

  • • Moments of kindness Rejected 

    Pity craved • WARRiOR • GoD

    • Pain • Townsquare • Treasure • Gesturing • Sarcasm • Realism • Annoyance • Family Suicide • Chip off the old block • Thanks for coming MONEY • Diamond pinky rings • FAt MAN • Clues • Senior Vice President at an investment firm • So much exploration 

    “November” (11/2/21)i

    You only go through this moment once -> give those people appreciation genuine flattery from the heart • What does your heart tell you to do? 

    Elegant pondering

    “Not everything that is faced can be changed, But nothing can be changed until it is FACED” – James Baldwin 

    4 billion years ago -> life 𖦹

    CRUDE copies of themselves • Natural selection -> 1st coherently described by Charles Darwin, is an instrument of such enormous POWER, that from such modest beginnings, there can emerge all the richness & beauty of the biological WORLD • CARL SAGAN 

    Molecules based on carbon • Amino Acids • Molecules • From? Complex organic molecules

    “•Soul•” (11/2/21)

    Improvise, Adapt, overcome Work -> My work -> intellectual Copyright

    ∘))—> Ugly when you get into the money of it 

    Get Rich & Rock the ⦅WORLD⦆ SOURCE of MUSiC

    Rosebud ∘ The Greatest trick the Devil ever pulled was convincing the world he didn’t EXiSt. 

    Two types of people, those w/ loaded guns and those who dig Ask yourself one question, do I feel lucky? Well do yah punk?

    “Robin Williams” 

    All those moments will be lost in time, like teardrops in the rain GOOD MORNING Vietnam I love the smell of napalm in the morning 

    I feel the need the need for Speed ∘ Roads ? Where we’re going ; we don’t need roads ∘ We don’t have no barges, I don’t have to show you any stinkin’ BARGES 

    You make me want to be a better man ∘ Nobody puts the baby in the corner I wish I knew how to quit you Love means never having to say you’re sorry
    “Autumn” (11/2/21)

    Here’s looking at you, kid ∘ I’ve always depended on the kindness . . . of strangers ∘ Ready for my closeup ∘ Would you be shocked if I put on something more comfortable ∘ You know how to whistle, don’t you? You just put your lips together and BLoW ∘ I’m not bad, I’m just drawn that way ∘ You’re trying to seduce me ∘ As far back as I can remember I always wanted to be a gangster ∘ Say hello to my lil friend 

    “Godfather” (11/2/21)

    I’m gonna make him an offer he can’t refuse ∘ keep your friends close but your enemies closer ∘ BATMAN ∘ SPARTACUS ∘ James Bond ∘ The power of CHrist compels you ∘ It’s Alive ∘ You never know what you’re gonna get ∘ Life moves pretty fast, you don’t stop to look around every once in a while, you could miss it ∘ Get busy living, or get busy dying 

    “Fortitude ⬡” (11/2/21)

    If you build it, he will come ∘ That’ll do pig ∘ What we got here, is failure to communicate ∘ you talkin’ to me? ∘ You can’t fight in here, this is the war ∘ ∘∘~

    Greed, for lack of a better word, is good. ∘ Show me the money ∘ The snozzberries taste like snozzberries ∘ Alright alright alright ∘ I’ll be back ∘ It wasn’t the airplanes, it was beauty who killed the beast 

    “Rocketship ⚛” (11/2/21)

    I could have been a contender ∘ fasten your seatbelts, it’s going to be a bumpy ride ∘ I’m as mad as hell and I’m not gonna take this ANYMORE ∘ ARE YOU NOT ENTERTAINED ∘ Get AWAY from her you bitch ∘ Get to the Chopper ∘ YOU CAN’T HANDLE the TRuth ∘ To infinity & Beyond! ∘ Made it MA! Top of the WORLD! I DiD it! ∘ There’s no crying in baseball 

    “November” (11/2/21)ii

    Just what do you think you’re doing here? ∘ What’s in the box? ∘ Elementary, my dear Watson ∘ Frankly my dear, I don’t give a damn ∘ But why male models? ∘ Why so serious? ∘ I am serious, and don’t call ∘ Well, nobody’s perfect ∘ Go ahead, make my day. ∘ There’s no place like home ∘ Hasta la vista, baby ∘ we’re gonna need a bigger BOAT

    “November” (11/2/21)iii

    Just when I thought I was out, they pull me back in. ∘ Wait a minute, wait a minute, you ain’t heard nothing yet ∘ It’s showtime folks ∘ It’s showtime ∘ Welcome to Jurassic Park ∘ Welcome to the Real World ∘ I have a feeling we’re not in KS ∘ They call me Mr. Tibbs ∘ There can only be one ∘ Two men enter, one man leaves ∘ Ever dance with the devil in the pale moonlight? ∘ Do you like scary movies? Is it safe? 

    “November” (11/2/21)iv

    Magic Mirror on the wall, who is the fairest of them all? ∘ We rob banks. ∘ Round up the usual suspects ∘ What have you been going through emotionally? ∘ Leave the gun, take the cannoli ∘ This is MY BOOMStick ∘ I aim to misbehave. ∘ Dead or Alive you’re coming with me ∘ I ain’t got no time to Bleed ∘ WHat I do have are a very particular set of skills, skills I have acquired over a very long career ∘ If they move, kill them 

    “November” (11/2/21)v

    I’m too old for this shit ∘ It’s not the years on it, it’s the mileage ∘ When you grow up, your heart Dies. ∘ I was BoRN a poor black child ∘ You’re going out a youngster, but you’re coming back a star ∘ I am big, it’s the pictures that got small ∘ I’m kind of a big deal ∘ Good to be king ∘ with GREAT POWER COMES GREAT Responsibility ∘ What we do in life echoes in eternity 

    “November” (11/2/21)vi

    Well, it’s not the men in your life that counts, it’s the life in your men ∘ Life finds a way ∘ I am not an ∘ In the Name of God, do your duty ∘ Do or do not, there is no try ∘ The stuff that dreams are made of ∘ You want the moon? ∘ Jerry don’t ∘ Let’s ask for the moon, we the stars. ∘ You had me at hello ∘ Really, I think this is the beginning of a beautiful friendship 

    “November” (11/2/21) vii

    Remember, Remember, the fifth of November ∘ They’re coming to get you Barbara ∘ Be afraid ∘ The horror, the horror ∘ We all go a little mad sometimes ∘ Fill your hand you son of a bitch ∘ God damn you all to hell ∘ You’re tearing me Apart ∘ English MF Do you speak it? GEt OFF MY LAWN ∘ You’re out of ORDER! ∘ My PRECIOUS ∘ STELLA! ∘ Snap out of it. 

    “November” (11/2/21)viii

    Yeah, well yah know, that’s just like, your opinion man ∘ A martini is shaken not stirred ∘ Coffees for closers only ∘ Am I gorgeous? ∘ Somebody stop me! ∘ Alrighty then ∘ It’s in the hole! ∘ As if! ∘ Forget about it ∘ GREAT SCOTT ∘ YOU BETCHA ∘ GROOVY ∘ INCONCEIVABLE ∘ Plastics ∘ REDRUM / Murder! Murder!

    “November” (11/2/21)ix

    Lah di dah, lah di dah ∘ Shall we play a game? ∘ Do you want to play a game? ∘ Shut up and deal ∘ May the force be with ya’ ∘ Jesus H. Christ ∘ We’re on a mission from God. ∘ We came, we saw, we kicked its ASS

    “November” (11.2.21)x

    Voice • body • nourish • dazzle ∘ Clothes ∘ magical • supernatural • Astonish • Gold  • Borrow from all the arts • hearts & souls • Conscious • Goddess • Evoke Venus, the goddess of Love • Extensive, elaborate • Clusters of Gold • Gold embroidered • Exquisite figure • magnificent Jewel

    “November” (11/2/21)xi

    No words can convey her • Ensemble • harmonious Admiration • Buzz • Key🗝DAZZLE✧ harmonious • Attention • changed • LARGER THAN Life • FANTASY • spell • Distract • hint • screaming it • Reveal • imagination // ARMS • Bare

    “November~” (11/2/21)xii

    Movement • demeanor • graceful • suggestive • floating • Obsessed • tremulous • Manner • nonchalant aura • relaxed • obvious • languorous air (characterized by tiredness or inactivity, especially of a pleasurable kind • characterized by an oppressive stillness) 

    “November” (11/2/21)xiii

    time • world • love • Pleasure •v• Your gestures • ambiguity • innocence • misunderstood • Permeating • Song is liquid and attractive • The unattainable • The seas beckon you wave back 

    “November” (11/2/21)xiv

    Delightful • love • power of words • weakness • Master Language • longing • Adaptable • Wit • Charm • Particular • Strong effect • Play • Toy • Kiss • Bold • Eyes • Hands • Safe • Quick 

    “November” (11/2/21)xv

    Nothing can stop him • his story is irresistible • Set their hearts ablaze • intense look, a clear indication he was something new and exciting sending her drab life into the flames of fury • desires uncontrolled • Agree • BoLD • He proposed to her • act or attitude of loose morals • Who don’t know Right from Wrong? • Lacking legal or moral restraints • Behavior, revelers lived for challenges • Publicized loud as fuck 

    “November” (11/2/21)xvi

    Deuce • Creep • Predator • Novel • Demonic talker • apologies lost, no backing down now • threesome • Remarkable remake • Supernatural Secrets • Uncontrollable urges • Exhausting efforts • worthy wait • Glowing gorgeous • vulnerable victims • can’t control • intense inspiration • distracting desire • Potent Power 

    “November” (11/2/21)xvii

    The key • do not hesitate • ABANDON RESTRAINT AND IMMERSE YOURSELF • go • relinquishing control • fundamental submission/weakness • worries/mistrust/charm // thinking about the aftermath • Not worrying • resistance • obstacles • catalyze • engulfed in the moment • CREATE OBSTACLES / RESISTANCE in LIEU OF NATURAL OCCURRENCE • YOU CANNOT BATTLE W/O FIRST SHARPENING YOUR SWORD 

    “November” (11/3/21)i

    Nietzsche – suggests that the “Slave revolt in morality” begins when resentment becomes a creative force. In allowing resentment & hatred to grow in him, in having to rely on patience, secrets, and scheming, the man of ressentiment ultimately becomes cleverer than the noble man. 

    Monster in my thought too hideous to be shown. 

    Iago the SNAKE 𓆙

    Need to see into the soul; see the thoughts we cannot 

    You would not understand my soul if my heart was in your hands 

    Godlike view of the soul 

    “November” (11/3/21)ii

    • Extreme • Impudent [not showing due respect] sarcastic • nail/lip biting • Cares not for what you think • Paradox; Extreme; Supreme; Enhance; Conservative Culture – Shine & be appreciated • Fresh air • Provider • Essence • Go farther than anyone else is willing to • I DON THE DUKE OF EARL 

    “November” (11/3/21)iii

    Great • do not offer • meh pleasantries • allowed in society • reach into the inner external -> the repression awaiting your arrival & repose • Liberate your mind • Uncover the forbidden/dangerous/evil 

    “Today I escaped from ANXiety. Or NO, I discarded it, because it was within me, in my own perceptions – not outside” ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⡀

    -Marcus Aurelius

  • December

    December
    “December ✶ ₊˚A New Month ∘” (12/1/21)i

     
    We are such things that dreams are made on
    • Be free, and fare thou well
    – Please you, draw near.
    “December 𖠰 ” (12/1/21)ii
    • infinite game
    • Should you feel bad for people
    • Prospero (∘)˚√.√・-݁₊~.˖>. ⊹ . ݁ ݁Magic
    • Lazarus • Jesus  • Zeus
    • Enɵch(∘)˚√.√・-݁₊~.˖> The book
                                       of Enoch
    • Read the Bible 🅞√√-~>⋮ Watch later list
    • What is magic to you? Do you still believe in magic?
    • Whore’s -> do they perpetuate a way of life or are they victims of a beggard pattern that is indicative of Men’s desires? They benefit from the money and they don’t stop doing it. They even do it today in the form of pictures and videos. But men to blame •
    “December” (12/2/21)i
    Material Goals
    Human Accomplishment
    ideas
    This too shall pass
    • information: the most valuable commodity
    Imagination is everything


    Spontaneity
    • Self-actualization
    • Creativity
    • Hard Working
    • Finished Product
    • Showing you care
    “Rules” (12/2/21)ii
    Without Rules, we are quick to lose grasp of our dreams and chain ourselves to deliberate short term gratification • Ingrained set of internal edict plays out in situated fashion to prove their necessity → understandable • veritable • Hard work through plight in colloquial proceedings
    • Pugnacious propensity —> Consecrated


    Does this pen still have ink?

    “December”
    Control
    • Wake up at consistent time
    • Eat protein rich food [jan. 2025 update: currently eating after 11 am. daily]
    Righteous Posture
    of the Victorious
    and blessed : 1
    2
    Support your being
    in its growth toward
    the experienced
    Chaos • within the throes of existence • unknown – ununderstood
    “Back is the way forward” – T. S. Elliot
    Back as awake beings
    Exercising extremely good decision making
    “December” (12/6/21)i
    • Be a #1 person ˚🜲˚
    • Warm day today -> reached 69˚

    “December” (12/7/21)
    “It is unrealistic to expect people to see you as you see yourself.” – Epictetus
    Dreamer : Can’t quite recall but I remember exploring or something of the sort
    “You have power over your mind – not outside events. Realize this, and you will find strength”
    “•Immortality•” (12/8/21)
    Wu Wei is the art of sailing rather than the art of rowing – Alan Watts
    All the waters contain the moon.
    Someone with absolutely no flaws would cease to manifest.


    Be a rascal
    Be a Monster༚
    Be deeply genuine
    Attract what you want
    What you aim at determines
    what you see.