• Moments of kindness Rejected 

Pity craved • WARRiOR • GoD

• Pain • Townsquare • Treasure • Gesturing • Sarcasm • Realism • Annoyance • Family Suicide • Chip off the old block • Thanks for coming MONEY • Diamond pinky rings • FAt MAN • Clues • Senior Vice President at an investment firm • So much exploration 

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You only go through this moment once -> give those people appreciation genuine flattery from the heart • What does your heart tell you to do? 

Elegant pondering

“Not everything that is faced can be changed, But nothing can be changed until it is FACED” – James Baldwin 

4 billion years ago -> life 𖦹

CRUDE copies of themselves • Natural selection -> 1st coherently described by Charles Darwin, is an instrument of such enormous POWER, that from such modest beginnings, there can emerge all the richness & beauty of the biological WORLD • CARL SAGAN 

Molecules based on carbon • Amino Acids • Molecules • From? Complex organic molecules

“•Soul•” (11/2/21)

Improvise, Adapt, overcome Work -> My work -> intellectual Copyright

∘))—> Ugly when you get into the money of it 

Get Rich & Rock the ⦅WORLD⦆ SOURCE of MUSiC

Rosebud ∘ The Greatest trick the Devil ever pulled was convincing the world he didn’t EXiSt. 

Two types of people, those w/ loaded guns and those who dig Ask yourself one question, do I feel lucky? Well do yah punk?

“Robin Williams” 

All those moments will be lost in time, like teardrops in the rain GOOD MORNING Vietnam I love the smell of napalm in the morning 

I feel the need the need for Speed ∘ Roads ? Where we’re going ; we don’t need roads ∘ We don’t have no barges, I don’t have to show you any stinkin’ BARGES 

You make me want to be a better man ∘ Nobody puts the baby in the corner I wish I knew how to quit you Love means never having to say you’re sorry
“Autumn” (11/2/21)

Here’s looking at you, kid ∘ I’ve always depended on the kindness . . . of strangers ∘ Ready for my closeup ∘ Would you be shocked if I put on something more comfortable ∘ You know how to whistle, don’t you? You just put your lips together and BLoW ∘ I’m not bad, I’m just drawn that way ∘ You’re trying to seduce me ∘ As far back as I can remember I always wanted to be a gangster ∘ Say hello to my lil friend 

“Godfather” (11/2/21)

I’m gonna make him an offer he can’t refuse ∘ keep your friends close but your enemies closer ∘ BATMAN ∘ SPARTACUS ∘ James Bond ∘ The power of CHrist compels you ∘ It’s Alive ∘ You never know what you’re gonna get ∘ Life moves pretty fast, you don’t stop to look around every once in a while, you could miss it ∘ Get busy living, or get busy dying 

“Fortitude ⬡” (11/2/21)

If you build it, he will come ∘ That’ll do pig ∘ What we got here, is failure to communicate ∘ you talkin’ to me? ∘ You can’t fight in here, this is the war ∘ ∘∘~

Greed, for lack of a better word, is good. ∘ Show me the money ∘ The snozzberries taste like snozzberries ∘ Alright alright alright ∘ I’ll be back ∘ It wasn’t the airplanes, it was beauty who killed the beast 

“Rocketship ⚛” (11/2/21)

I could have been a contender ∘ fasten your seatbelts, it’s going to be a bumpy ride ∘ I’m as mad as hell and I’m not gonna take this ANYMORE ∘ ARE YOU NOT ENTERTAINED ∘ Get AWAY from her you bitch ∘ Get to the Chopper ∘ YOU CAN’T HANDLE the TRuth ∘ To infinity & Beyond! ∘ Made it MA! Top of the WORLD! I DiD it! ∘ There’s no crying in baseball 

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Just what do you think you’re doing here? ∘ What’s in the box? ∘ Elementary, my dear Watson ∘ Frankly my dear, I don’t give a damn ∘ But why male models? ∘ Why so serious? ∘ I am serious, and don’t call ∘ Well, nobody’s perfect ∘ Go ahead, make my day. ∘ There’s no place like home ∘ Hasta la vista, baby ∘ we’re gonna need a bigger BOAT

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Just when I thought I was out, they pull me back in. ∘ Wait a minute, wait a minute, you ain’t heard nothing yet ∘ It’s showtime folks ∘ It’s showtime ∘ Welcome to Jurassic Park ∘ Welcome to the Real World ∘ I have a feeling we’re not in KS ∘ They call me Mr. Tibbs ∘ There can only be one ∘ Two men enter, one man leaves ∘ Ever dance with the devil in the pale moonlight? ∘ Do you like scary movies? Is it safe? 

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Magic Mirror on the wall, who is the fairest of them all? ∘ We rob banks. ∘ Round up the usual suspects ∘ What have you been going through emotionally? ∘ Leave the gun, take the cannoli ∘ This is MY BOOMStick ∘ I aim to misbehave. ∘ Dead or Alive you’re coming with me ∘ I ain’t got no time to Bleed ∘ WHat I do have are a very particular set of skills, skills I have acquired over a very long career ∘ If they move, kill them 

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I’m too old for this shit ∘ It’s not the years on it, it’s the mileage ∘ When you grow up, your heart Dies. ∘ I was BoRN a poor black child ∘ You’re going out a youngster, but you’re coming back a star ∘ I am big, it’s the pictures that got small ∘ I’m kind of a big deal ∘ Good to be king ∘ with GREAT POWER COMES GREAT Responsibility ∘ What we do in life echoes in eternity 

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Well, it’s not the men in your life that counts, it’s the life in your men ∘ Life finds a way ∘ I am not an ∘ In the Name of God, do your duty ∘ Do or do not, there is no try ∘ The stuff that dreams are made of ∘ You want the moon? ∘ Jerry don’t ∘ Let’s ask for the moon, we the stars. ∘ You had me at hello ∘ Really, I think this is the beginning of a beautiful friendship 

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Remember, Remember, the fifth of November ∘ They’re coming to get you Barbara ∘ Be afraid ∘ The horror, the horror ∘ We all go a little mad sometimes ∘ Fill your hand you son of a bitch ∘ God damn you all to hell ∘ You’re tearing me Apart ∘ English MF Do you speak it? GEt OFF MY LAWN ∘ You’re out of ORDER! ∘ My PRECIOUS ∘ STELLA! ∘ Snap out of it. 

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Yeah, well yah know, that’s just like, your opinion man ∘ A martini is shaken not stirred ∘ Coffees for closers only ∘ Am I gorgeous? ∘ Somebody stop me! ∘ Alrighty then ∘ It’s in the hole! ∘ As if! ∘ Forget about it ∘ GREAT SCOTT ∘ YOU BETCHA ∘ GROOVY ∘ INCONCEIVABLE ∘ Plastics ∘ REDRUM / Murder! Murder!

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Lah di dah, lah di dah ∘ Shall we play a game? ∘ Do you want to play a game? ∘ Shut up and deal ∘ May the force be with ya’ ∘ Jesus H. Christ ∘ We’re on a mission from God. ∘ We came, we saw, we kicked its ASS

“November” (11.2.21)x

Voice • body • nourish • dazzle ∘ Clothes ∘ magical • supernatural • Astonish • Gold  • Borrow from all the arts • hearts & souls • Conscious • Goddess • Evoke Venus, the goddess of Love • Extensive, elaborate • Clusters of Gold • Gold embroidered • Exquisite figure • magnificent Jewel

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No words can convey her • Ensemble • harmonious Admiration • Buzz • Key🗝DAZZLE✧ harmonious • Attention • changed • LARGER THAN Life • FANTASY • spell • Distract • hint • screaming it • Reveal • imagination // ARMS • Bare

“November~” (11/2/21)xii

Movement • demeanor • graceful • suggestive • floating • Obsessed • tremulous • Manner • nonchalant aura • relaxed • obvious • languorous air (characterized by tiredness or inactivity, especially of a pleasurable kind • characterized by an oppressive stillness) 

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time • world • love • Pleasure •v• Your gestures • ambiguity • innocence • misunderstood • Permeating • Song is liquid and attractive • The unattainable • The seas beckon you wave back 

“November” (11/2/21)xiv

Delightful • love • power of words • weakness • Master Language • longing • Adaptable • Wit • Charm • Particular • Strong effect • Play • Toy • Kiss • Bold • Eyes • Hands • Safe • Quick 

“November” (11/2/21)xv

Nothing can stop him • his story is irresistible • Set their hearts ablaze • intense look, a clear indication he was something new and exciting sending her drab life into the flames of fury • desires uncontrolled • Agree • BoLD • He proposed to her • act or attitude of loose morals • Who don’t know Right from Wrong? • Lacking legal or moral restraints • Behavior, revelers lived for challenges • Publicized loud as fuck 

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Deuce • Creep • Predator • Novel • Demonic talker • apologies lost, no backing down now • threesome • Remarkable remake • Supernatural Secrets • Uncontrollable urges • Exhausting efforts • worthy wait • Glowing gorgeous • vulnerable victims • can’t control • intense inspiration • distracting desire • Potent Power 

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The key • do not hesitate • ABANDON RESTRAINT AND IMMERSE YOURSELF • go • relinquishing control • fundamental submission/weakness • worries/mistrust/charm // thinking about the aftermath • Not worrying • resistance • obstacles • catalyze • engulfed in the moment • CREATE OBSTACLES / RESISTANCE in LIEU OF NATURAL OCCURRENCE • YOU CANNOT BATTLE W/O FIRST SHARPENING YOUR SWORD 

“November” (11/3/21)i

Nietzsche – suggests that the “Slave revolt in morality” begins when resentment becomes a creative force. In allowing resentment & hatred to grow in him, in having to rely on patience, secrets, and scheming, the man of ressentiment ultimately becomes cleverer than the noble man. 

Monster in my thought too hideous to be shown. 

Iago the SNAKE 𓆙

Need to see into the soul; see the thoughts we cannot 

You would not understand my soul if my heart was in your hands 

Godlike view of the soul 

“November” (11/3/21)ii

• Extreme • Impudent [not showing due respect] sarcastic • nail/lip biting • Cares not for what you think • Paradox; Extreme; Supreme; Enhance; Conservative Culture – Shine & be appreciated • Fresh air • Provider • Essence • Go farther than anyone else is willing to • I DON THE DUKE OF EARL 

“November” (11/3/21)iii

Great • do not offer • meh pleasantries • allowed in society • reach into the inner external -> the repression awaiting your arrival & repose • Liberate your mind • Uncover the forbidden/dangerous/evil 

“Today I escaped from ANXiety. Or NO, I discarded it, because it was within me, in my own perceptions – not outside” ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⡀

-Marcus Aurelius