Category: Abstracts

  • Stock up

    Nuts
    Creatine
    Water
    Salmon
    Nutrition bars [Dark chocolate]
    Greens [natural]
    Vitamins
    Oil
    Nut butter
    Protein
    Chips/popcorn [Baskets]
    Fruits [natural / long term -> gummies/pills]
    Energy box
    Glasses

  • Insanity, from my understanding, is the embarkment on a path of repeated instances without resolution or contentedness over a seeming endpoint. This act of fuzzy thinking may lead certain individuals down paths of incurable mental states, save any pre-existing conditions. One mental state of mainstream note is that of psychosis. Psychosis feels hard to explain, yet when you see it, you know it’s happening. Hallucinogenic states of mind start to overwhelm perceptual modulators and whatever was a sane, conscious entity finds itself in a soirée of colorful (if frightening) machinations of the imagination. Experiencers seem to garner sensational awareness over their surroundings, suddenly seeing or understanding familiar objects as foreign observers awaiting your next twitch. And twitch one does into a state of perilous anxiety that befalls their soul until they are caught betwixt some rational explanation for the occurrences and chaos.

    What to do for yourself/the individual? I would essentially recommend the use of water, whether that be by rehydration via orally or epidermilogically, for the sight is water, and to drink that lovely H2O will bring about at least a base state if not regained.

    Otherwise, one must prevent this from occurring in the first place, hygenically and with immense care for discipline, at least in regards to a fair consistency. One may choose how to keep sane, and I myself enjoy sitting in a dark, quiet space with little to no action going on around me. If I do not do this at least once early in the day, the morning preferably, then I surely go insane and reach a state of intense and damaging psychosis. You may have some other activity that levels your humility, such as writing or drawing, perhaps a game on your phone or song you can sing. We should do these things early in the day, and aim for every day, and for at least 15 minutes, because frankly it is our closest interaction with anything resembling true purpose in a world where we are constantly beckoned to carry out some duty below our birthright’s desire. When we partake in these dream realizations, even for those brief periods in the day, I believe we make the heavens smile, and the hells dance, as what part of life’s dual nature does not enjoy seeing you fulfill even your most menial mental health checks?

  • fastidious dragons

    Brought about some stars 

    To share with the likes of eyes

    That would stare upon me 

    With hearts so full of loving being 

    That serves me new bundles of hope

    Being a human 

    Sitting on a chair 

    Drinking a coffee

    And making a point 

    To be more important in some respect 

    To garner better respect 

    In our passing by of certain time

    Making value of those precious 

    Seconds 

    A second thought forgot to cross your path 

    Mindful of your forgetfulness 

    Remembering that you forgot 

    Memories fading in and out 

    Dragons flying around 

    Breathing fire and smoke 

    Looking dastardly 

    As if they’re going to eat you up 

    So you grab your sword 

    Ready for battle 

    Or you take leave with speed

    As much speed as possible 

    Either way will be a fastidious affair 

  • PURE

    You are the purest form of Champion

    Make the world quake with your

    vibrations of righteous goodness

    Powerful Righteous

    Goodness

    Holy fabrics gracing

    your skin

    Bring forth that

    which is most your own

    hold & let go

    Be one with your beauty

    Divine flesh & bone

    Sky & earth

    Pure fires

    Almighty ablaze

  • We’re all trying to be top not

    5/28/25 9:13 AM

    11 sec. ago

    We’re all trying to be top notch

    In one way or another

  • We were children Sep 23, 2022 

    We were children Spinning until We got too dizzy And we’d fall down Laughing in a tizzy With little To no concern About the ensuing Nausea Now just nostalgia And as adults The spiraling We take on Still nauseates Yet we no longer laugh We throw up Our hands In disbelief About just how painful The spinning can be When all we want Is to be still With those who fill Our hearts To remind us Of those parts Of us That used to be Free 

    9/23/22 3:35 PM

  • Update

    Hello ** ******,
    I have quit THC this past weekend and am going through an intense depression that is causing me to not want to do anything. My apologies for reaching out with such information, it’s just I have been bed ridden for 17 hours. Should I ride this out? I don’t want to turn back to THC, it’s just that I’m in decent mental pain to the point where getting up is a task.

  • March of Ides

    RB  (1/13/23)
    You are forgiven
    I am God
    Thoth      Horus    Enki
        Divinity   Giving
    Enlightenment
    Look into your heart
    God flows like a river of GOLD • River of Gold
    Smooth talker • Human •
    TRUE HUMAN • Loving • Careful
    Graceful • Caring • Merciful
    Righteous • Bringing Joy
    Guns • Razors • Knives
    F*** with me • • • ‘•’>i<’•’
    Soaking wet
    Golden thought GoD

    “loving embrace” (1/15/23)
    Godliness • Creative • Funny
    I AM GOD
      I AM ENKi the Giver
       of Life • I AM
    Thoth the Enlightened ⚬
    I AM HoRUS the DiViNE
    I AM Hercules the STRONG
    I AM Zeus the Electric
    I am Posiden of Water
    I am ⃤⩜thena🜃
    I am Gilgamesh the BRAVE
    I am Jesus the SACRIFICE
    I AM KiNG of KiNGS
    Man of Gods ⚬ God of Men
    Man + Prophet ⚬ Savior • Story
    LOVE ⚬ GolD • Light • Glory • Strength

    Robert
    “Enki” (1/15/23)
      Gilgamesh
         Enoch
          David
           Thoth
            Horus

    Positivity


    “Humility ☦︎   ” (1/19/22)
    You are God level confident
    What happens now?
    Golden power
    Righteous strength
    Overwhelming goodness overcomes
    The sound of the waves collide
    Wisdom flowing like a river
    Peace through divine interv
    Sacrificial strength  

    Mindful activity
    1 hour -> week
      -> counseling
      -> Gym





    “And you know For you I’d bleed myself dry, for you I’d bleed myself dry” (7/12/23)
    Dispense with this idea that the one exists •-> someone becomes the one by what we build with them
    any commitment long term requires true effort

    VALUE
    Attention
    Recognize
    Bite
    Plan
    Self emulation
    If you want to know about yourself sit on your bed one night -> my life isn’t everything I want it to be

    “ideas”
    if you want to know something about yourself [you have to have desperate intention] -> your life is not everything you want it to be, it’s not everything you need it to be -> unbearable life -> suffering -> nihilism -> cynical -> bitter -> resentful -> ********* -> ********* -> unable to have a good relationship -> prone to punish people out of envy for their impressive values -> seeing evil everywhere -> except within your own heart  -> these are problems

    Sit and say to yourself – “Okay, I’m ready to learn something”
    What am I doing wrong that I know that I could fix, that I would fix?

    “ideas ᗑ ᗑ ᗑ ᗑ ᗑ” (7/14/23)
    Brain – trapped in it’s own dark, silent box [skull]
    Doesn’t know what’s going on outside the skull – sensory signals
    Reality is what we can sense with our sensory surfaces & what we can make sense of with the signals in our brain


    Crisis point for the union

    “Cemetery Ridge” (9/27/23)



    Every time you hold me,
    I know it’s Real ♡


    “Search for the Key 🗝” (11/13/23)
    Forest loving goodness grace fountain of tree wealth

    “Do-list”
    • glasses [online]
    • call phone repair
    • Fin aid office
    • Oil, gas, uber [tires] [new tire]

    “January the first twenty-twenty-three four, the year of our lord, Jesus Christ, et cetera, so on and so forth”
    that’s what she said
    four score and seven years ago
    and all who believe in him shall not perish but be granted eternal life
    the wages of sin is hell
    so it is written

    S G Z

    “What • ” (1/3/24)
    music • loving glory
    What is most interesting is the way you shine ✧
    Wild flowers in the summer wave in the mind as the butterfly sets the world in motion ʚїɞ

  • Endeavor

    Daily writing prompt
    What is your mission?

    my mission is to endeavor upon this earth

    with love and patience and kindness and truth

    and bring peace and joy to nations and people

    to experience the mind and body working as one

    neurochemically memorized reckonings

    Initiating one’s own mind and body to reconcile your soul

  • Could sit less

    Daily writing prompt
    What could you do differently?

    I find myself sitting far too often. Alas, it seems to be the way of our nature, not unlike that of human past selves who found sitting full of thought and productivity in nearly magical ways. I guess it’s better than hard labor, at least as far as back health is concerned. To such a degree maybe there is a fine balance between physical and mental labor to pursue in order that things will feel mighty proper. Yoga always felt good to me. The main thing would be to go on more walks. It snowed a lot these past few days, but I don’t mind the blistering cold, especially as I breathe in the quiet air in the middle of my woods. Wouldn’t change any of that, except I gotta stop sitting so much.